Story Of The H.e.a.r.t

Hello 22 !

2012-01-30T02:49:00.001+08:00

:: Each candle represent the number '2' ::

Today is 30th January 2012, and every year this date will always be the most important date in my life, yes it's the day I was born. I wish this year I may be much more wiser person than before, and may god bless me and my family. This year, am the 22 years old girl (still not yet a woman ;) )

There'll be cake cutting ceremony tomorrow..yeayy ! my parents bought me a chocolate cake (of course) this evening, yes I know it's too early, but they might be busy tomorrow as the school starts tomorrow. But never mind, as long as I still have a birthday cake :)

P/s : Thanks Fiza and Along for the wish ! :)

Off the 12 hours journey to the north

2012-01-26T01:53:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps ! me and me familia just got back from Penang like 2 days ago...it took us about 12 hours to reach there as there's too many accidents that night and there were too many cars on the road, and the only reason is it cainis nu yer and it's a school holiday :)

We went back to Penang because my cousin, Kak Rini wanted to do kenduri doa selamat and aqiqah for her son and plus she just moved into her new big house. The first picture above shows the front door of her house. This is my first time sleeping in such a big and beautiful house, when I said big I really meant it. I secretly wishes that one day I have a lot of money to build a house like that ;)

On that kenduri day, me and me siblings wore the jubah that our parents bought in Mekkah and I kinda love wearing that jubah because...I love it ! hehehe ;) Kak Rini hired a photog for that day and can't wait to see those pictures ! just saw a few in his fanpage just now.

The second picture is me and my coussies (except the boy in orange jersi, he's my baby bro) the two active kids were totally camera maniac and love to pose. And the most important thing is, when we go shopping with them we totally loose some of our calories and hilang glamor too because kena main aci kejar ! ;)

P/s : 4 days left

Exams again !

2012-01-17T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps ! as you can see (of course you can ) the post's title above, I'm in the examinations week...this semester is quite challenging because last 12th January, I have TWO exams, which were at 8 am and the next one was at 3 pm. Only God knows how 'bengong' I am that day. I didn't slept at all (okey fine, adela terlelap 5-10 minit ) and sampaikan nk makan takde selera ;(

BUT, those bad feelings faded away just like that when I saw him twice that day ! ;) okey, back to the main topic, I've got 3 papers left, and the 4th paper will be tomorrow morning. My sleeping routine is tunggang terbalik as usual, tp tak seteruk dulu.

And ohh, the week 14th of the semester will be always in my memory because I've got dengue fever ! It's start on Friday, after the last presentation of the semester, and suddenly I felt seram sejuk and the next day I found myself demam mcm hape lg, tak larat nk bangun + pening kepala, makan langsung tak lalu. And on Tuesday, I asked my mom and dad to fetch me here in KL, and the next day I'd been admitted into the hospital. 7 botol kot masuk air dalam badan ! my body was full of rashes (from top to toe okay ! ) badan rase gatal-gatal giler kot. Tiga kali kena ambik darah, sampaikan lengan dh lebam mcm hape, and siap nurse tu boleh main try2 masuk jarum plak, SAKIT giler tau tak !

And after a week, I'm back to normal and here I am, struggling with notes and going thru sleepless night again ! And am so looking forward for this coming Friday, exams is over and my family and I will be going to Penang for kenduri doa selamat at my cousin's house. Yeayyy ! makan lagi ! hahaha ;)

P/s : Hey, you look a bit chubby that day ! ;)

Of the 'master-chef'

2011-12-05T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hari ni aku nk bercerita tentang seorang budak perempuan yg first impressionnya oleh aku ialah budak yg banyak cakap sampai aku tak larat nak dengar, and sampai aku takleh nk buat keje lain. First week kenal, die takdela tunjuk taring lagi, tapi perangai die yg suke sangat menyampuk bile aku cakap dgn Fiza dh cukup buat aku meluat ! even aku cakap pasal benda yg die tak tau pun die nk menyampuk #WTH ?!

Perangai kedua yg buat aku 'suka' die ialah die suka sangat berlagak yg die pandai masak ! Walhal, kebenarannya ialah die baru reti masak je sejak die berada kt sini. Kalo setakat masak sambal, goreng sayur, adik aku yg baru habes PMR tu pun retila wey ! Toksah nk rasa hebat sangatla..Baru sekali try masak ikan steam, itupun siap tengking2 mak die tak angkat telefon hanya kerana nk tanya resipi, pastu ckp kt semua org yg ko dh reti masak ? Wey, masak belom tentu sedap, tak payahla nk canang satu dunia ko reti masak !

Perangai ketiga yg aku buat aku lagi 'suke' pasal die bile aku perasan die ni langsung takde common sense. Buku-buke dgn notes dah menggunung kt tepi dinding smpai ko sendiri lalu pun terlanggar, tapi tetap takde hati nk kemas. Rela hari2 ngadap laptop konon2nya carik journal dari ambik masa kemas barang kejap. Ape ko ingat ko sorang je tinggal dalam bilik ni ? Tiap2 malam tido tak tutup laptop sampai kadang2 48jam tak tutup laptop #WTH lagi sekali ! memang dlm rumah ni sume mak bapak kaya , suke bil elektrik melambung ! Ko dok canang satu dunia yg mak bapak ko kaya, pehal nk babitkan kitorg yg mak abah keje kerajaan nih ? Ape ko ingat mak bapak ko bayarkan gaji mak bapak kitorg ke ?

Perangai keempat yg satu rumah tak suke ialah, suke pau makanan org. Wahai manusia, kita ni duduk rumah sewa, makanan beli sendiri2, tak payahla buat muka tak malu kata org tu makan sorg2 tak jemput ko makan skali ! Bahlul ke ape tak paham yg org tu mmg masak utk die sorang je. Dah mak bapak die takde plak bagi duit suro bagi org kaya macam ko tu makan. Kata pandai sangat masak, pehal tak masak ?

Lagi satu cakap besar. Tak yahla nk gebang sangat yg ko tu nk keje kt oversea, gaji besar segala bagai. tu semua kuasa tuhan tau tak ? kalo tuhan nk tarik rezeki ko, ko nak cakap ape ? Memang aku tak heran langsung kenapa ko tu takde kawan, dah sah2 takde org boley tahan dgn perangai perasan bagus ko ni melainkan boyfriend ko yg dah sah2 dayus ambik kesempatan kat ko !

P/s : Kalo boleh nk suro die bace je ! tapi tak guna kalo dah buta hati tu nk terima nasihat org

Recently

2011-12-05T23:18:00.001+08:00

Hye everyone ! *Okey, poyo sgt mcm ramai benor bace blog kau kan..* Last night, rasa macam sadis amat bile casing phone aku tetibe buat hal plak, and skang dh mcm hape dah rupenya..;( Abah, belanja henpon Sam.sung satu boley ? *kelip-kelip mata* Dah lama jugakla pakai henpon turun temurun dari abah aku tu...

Last week, ade kenduri doa selamat kat rumah sempena mak & abah balik dari haji..Order catering je, lauk ayam goreng, daging masak singgang, ulam-ulaman, ikan masin, dan air sirap...Sedaapp ! ;) Rumah haruslah kacau bilau oleh kanak-kanak yg berlari ke sana dan ke sini, pastu bile air sampai, sume parking depan air..ade jugak yg sempat main lompat2 atas katil aku dalam bilik, 'singa' ni nmpk terus la naik hangen kan..haha..;P Cikgu hensem pun datang..haha ;)

Aku skang agak berbangga dgn diri sendiri kerana dah berjaya drive kereta sensorang tanpa Along kat sebelah..yeaayy me ! Allah dah berikan aku keyakinan itu, terima kasih ;) Rase macam seronok giler, dahla lesen P dh lama habes kan..hehehe

P/s : Festaim aku dengar soalan paling bodoh dalam dunia, 'kau dh ade boyfriend ke? kenapa ko asyik pakai baju kurung?'
- Hello, nmpk sgt selama ni ko pakai baju hanya kerana boyfriend ko kata ko cantik pakai baju kurung, tp mase dating xde plak nk pakai baju kurung ek?
- Hina sangat ke org yg luaran nmpk mcm tomboy tp pegi kelas pakai baju kurung ? Dia tetap perempuan !

Been tortured

2011-11-22T16:06:00.001+08:00

Holla peeps ! hari ni mak and abah ku yg terchenta bakal touchdown di KLIA pukul 9.30 malam ini insyaAllah..;) semoga semuanya berjalan dengan baik hendakNya..

Suddenly, mase tgh baring tadi teringat suatu peristiwa yg agak menyeksakan bagi aku mase praktikal hari tu..ade suatu hari tu, aku ikut En N & En A pergi sampling dr Batu Pahat ke Muar. Mase on the way balik ke JB, En A dh cakap awal2 yg die nk berhenti kt Yong Peng nk beli durian. YES DURIAN ! buah yg aku paling allergic setakat nih..before sampai Yong Peng tu diorg adela tanye aku, "Awak suka durian Miera ?" aku dengan yakin dan bersungguh-sungguh jawab tak suka !

Nak dijadikan cerita, sampai je Yong Peng, nmpaknye kelibat buah berduri tuh, teros die stop pajero nk pegi beli. Perasaan aku mase tu tuhan je la tau, tak tau macam mane nak react. Habes je die beli, die letak kt belakang pajero, pastu dengan 'pandainya' pegi bukak aircond. And mase tuh, aku berape lama tahan nk muntah ! dahla JB jauh lagi mase tuh ;((

Pastu sampai satu saat aku tak tahan (and memang aku nk buang air mase tuh) aku tanyela, "En A, kt depan ade r&r kan?? berenti jap boleh?" pastu die boleh plak buat main2 "mane ade dah r&r kt depan tuh" sbb die ingat aku nk muntah..pastu aku jawabla "saya nk pegi toilet buang air laa.." sampai2 je r&r, aku meluru keluar, masuk toilet..pastu aku tgk muka aku mase tu, masyaAllah dah pucat dah ! agak lama la jugak aku kt dalam toilet..tp tak muntah pun !

Bile nk bertolak balik, aku tarik nafas panjang2 before masuk pajero..hahha..pastu, aku perasan yg En A dh sorokkan sket buah tu nk bg kurang sket bau tu..(tau pun, ingat aku mengada2 gedik ke tak boleh bau durian ?) mase on the way tu boleh plak diorang buat drama swasta, "awak nih, terasa saya awak buat camtu.." aku nie tak reti dh nk jawab camne, sbb SUMPAH aku bukan buat-buat.

And mase tu la, aku baru tau yg bahawasanya betapa aku allergic dgn durian..haha..;) and mase sampai JB, tuhan je la tau betapa leganya aku dpt hirup udara yg bercampur asap kereta dr bau DURIAN !

Miserable days

2011-11-18T12:02:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps ! less than a week from now, the love of my life will be coming home ! Hopefully they'll arrive Malaysia safely. Aminn..how's your raya qurban ? mine was disaster ! without my parents around, and with the present of this-one-person made my siblings and I felt so miserable. They thought my Along and I NEVER help my grandma in doing the chores (which was absolutely NOT true !) They even thought that we don't know how to cook (Hello ! kitorg pernah masak utk family dah ok !) and the most worst part of all, they even treated us like we're their maid (patutla semua maid lari !)

To this-one-person, Along & Angah hari-hari bangun pagi2, kemas rumah, sapu sampah, mop lantai, and basuh baju before Wan balik dari therapy. Pukul 11 dah masuk dapur nk masak for lunch..and by 2pm of course kitorg dh siap segalanya..and mase tu nk buat ape lg selain dr tengok TV. Plus, mase balik nie la kitorg nk tgk TV puas2..

And setiap kali call, waktu tu dh malam, what do you expect we are doing ? still doing the chores or cooking ? haruslah mase tu dh lepak tgk TV, and hanya kerana setiap kali call kitorg asyik tgh tgk TV, dah boleh buat conclusion yg kitorg ni tak penah berjasa dekat nenek kitorg sendiri ?

One more thing, memang kitorg ade adik lelaki yg dh besar, tp takkan sepanjang masa die nk berkepit dgn adik-beradik die nie? die balik cuti untuk berehat sbb die tgh praktikal sekarang. Time cuti nie la die nk jumpa member2 die. Takyah nk kata die adik lelaki tak guna la hanya kerana die tak melekat kt rumah, kitorg dh besar utk jaga diri sendiri.

After all you've done to us, you made me think that, selame nie you think yg mak & abah kitorg tak pandai didik anak-anak die. Hello ! seteruk2 kitorg ni takdela yg hisap dadah ke, mencuri ke, or pukul org..tak payah pandang kitorg ni teruk sgtla, nnt anak2 sendiri jugak tempias. Sampai sekarang, anak sulung kau yg dh umur 8 thn tu tak kenal aku ? elok sgtla mcm tu kan? tak kenal sedara sendiri..sampai kampung tak penah nk salam sedara2 yg ade kt dlm rumah nie..

Okey, have to stop here..makin sakit hati bile ingat2 balik..;(

2011-10-30T19:54:00.001+08:00

Holaaa ! Before I write further, both pictures above were taken during eid this year. Those are my naughty-but-cute coussies *including me of course !* I'm the second eldest among them all as my mommy is the first child. Next week is 'Raya Haji' and at this moment I just can't wait to be at home, even though both my parents are not gonna celebrate it with us, but I still have my siblings, grandma, and my uncles and aunties !

P/s : Hopefully, lab hari selase ni abes before lunch ;)

It was a disaster

2011-10-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

Holla peeps ! since today is Friday (well, the clock shows it's Saturday already) am gonna write something in here, in this beautiful blog of mine, NOT ! ;) Yesterday was totally not my day. This is the first time in my life that I'm regretting knowing someone which I trusted at the first place but in the end, I found out that he's totally a JERK ! This is NOT about someone that I like or admire, but this is about a married man, yes ! he's a married man that I knew a few months ago when I did my internship.

In my previous post (if you guys read it ;P ) I did mention about streamers. He's the one that asked my help to design those streamers. And of course, I did help him to design the streamers as I love to design and I just love playing with adobe photoshop. BUT, what had happen yesterday was totally unacceptable. I thought I was dealing with someone who were older than me and of course a matured man. Unfortunately, I was completely WRONG ! He even childish than me ! I am totally pissed off when he suddenly wrote like this, 'Ohh, saya lupa..saya dlm heaven, awk dlm hell..' WTH !! He wrote it as if he's the god. Astaghfirullah....

And yes I did cried last night because I just can't take it. There's no one ever say something about 'syurga or neraka' to me, not even when I'm joking with my friends. That's a very sensitive issue after all. Right now, I just hate to accept the fact that I've trusted him before, and there's other concrete reasons why I hate him so much, like SO MUCH OKAY ! I just can't wrote about it here, but if I have the guts to tell everybody about him, I will tell the whole world that he's completely CRAZY MAN and nobody should trust him like they're doing right now.

How I wish he's right in front of me right now and I'll punch his face like a zillion times and I'll kick his a** until he can't even sit on the chair. And ohh btw, I forgot to mention one thing, he even tried to flirt with me okay ! I'm not saying that I'm hot (of course NOT !) but the point here is, he is soooo gatal ! He's not only flirt with me, but with others female practical students too. People nowadays called it 'test market' Homaigod ! hello old man, you're already married and have two kids ! tak habes-habes lagi ke nk test market pun...

All I know right now is I do really hope that we've never met at the first place,but Allah knows everything. There must be a reason why He wants me to meet that crazy old man. I should learn something about what ever had happened. People do make mistakes, and so do I. Maybe it was my mistake for believing him too fast even though I just knew him and he's the type of man who is 'bermulut manis'. So, in future, I won't trust someone easily.

P/s : Can't wait to be home ! ;)

Random rambling

2011-10-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps ! the rain was pouring heavily, and I'm gonna sleep like a baby again today *wink2* ;) I've got a phone call from Mekkah today ! it was my mom calling but I can't talk with my Abah as he's already heading to the mosque for Friday prayer. Alhamdulillah, they both are in a good condition.;) Mom said, tomorrow they'll going to Jabal Rahmah..as far as I know, that place is where people pray for their 'jodoh' ( I knew it when I watch Nur Kasih) and I said to my mom ' Mak doalah anak-anak mak dapat jodoh yg baik..' hihihi..;)

Next week is Deepavali, UM has kindly give us break from 25th until 28 October BUT unfortunately, Dr Azizah still wanted to have class next Friday as she don't want to replace the class..and we gonna have our lab presentation that day..pfftt!! I just hate presentation..

P/s : Where have you been? I haven't see you for a week.

And she can't stop talking

2011-10-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps ! I just had my din din with my housemate Fiza & Zira at 10 pm..TEN?!! there goes your diet Amira...okay, let's not talk about DIET right now, it is totally a very sensitive issue for the time being..;)

My emotions wasn't at the stable state recently..I don't know what is exactly the cause but one thing for sure, I just can't stand to stay in the same room with an arrogant person ! Aku taula aku tak pandai sgt masak, tp tak payahla nk gelak sinis setiap kali aku masak. Aku taula aku tak kaya, tak payahla ko nk tayang sgt iphone4 ko tuh. And aku paling benci bila org suka menyampuk bila aku bercakap dgn org lain and aku paling benci org yg suka pasang telinga setiap kali aku bercakap dgn member aku..LEMAS TAU TAK !

On 7th October, my abah & emak went to Madinah to perform their hajj..and today is already their 11th days there, and my grandma said both of them are already in Mekkah..hopefully everything will gonna be fine for them, insyaAllah ;) And this year will gonna the first time we celebrate 'raya haji' without them. Thank God we still have our grandma..and can't wait for November to come, they will coming back as Haji Mahmud and Hajjah Nor Aizan ;)

About the streamers (yeah, I know, I already told myself to forget about it) I still can't stop thinking, why on earth they (M.Nasir,Nasiruddin,and Che Lin) wanted me to go there to see the streamers. And I think, they already told Dayah to not helping me email those streamer's pictures..WHY PEOPLE?!! have you ever think that am still a student and am not going to JB unless I have a concrete reason to tell my parents? Of course you guys will never thought about that huh?! Why is it so hard for you to email me those pictures of my streamers ! (Aku saman kang, baru tau !)

Sometimes, we don't have to be too kind

2011-10-16T19:12:00.003+08:00

'En. Din mmg takkan email, jgn mimpila. Dia nk Miera sendiri datang opis sbb die nk jumpa Miera. Tlg jgn tanya lg soalan ni, jawapannya ttp sama. Apa yg tersirat, En. Din nk Miera dtg opis kalo free, mcm student sblm ni buat..'

Post nie ialah sambungan daripada sebelum ini..ayat kt atas msg dr En. M.Nasir kepada aku...after all I'd help them, macam niela jawapan mereka...sumpah rase macam nk menangis giler masa baca tuh, tapi ayaq mata dh kering sesangat...rasa macam nk meletop sangat2 !

Aku yg design segala streamer2 tu, last2 aku sendiri yg takleh tgk hasil kerja aku sendiri? WTH ?!! ape susah sgt ke email gambar tu? macam kan kena pikul guni beras...ayat die macam aku ni tak layak langsung nk tgk hasil kerja aku...

Hello, you guys dpt keja tu dr bulan January, and aku masuk intern kt sana bulan Mei..selama 5 bulan tu ape yg korg dh buat? NOTHING ! korg suro aku start dr zero and aku kena habeskan masa aku intern aku dengan adobe photoshop semata2 tau tak?!! Lepas tu, korg harap aku yg takde income nih, study kt KL, rumah kt Pahang tetiba datang JB semata2 nk tgk streamer tuh? Fikir logikla sikit wahai warga tua sekalian...haa kan aku dh panggil org tua..

Ayat 'jgn mimpila' tu sumpah menyakitkan hati betol ! Finela kalo macam tu, jgn mimpila saya nk datang JB semata-mata streamer2 saya...even though I desperately wanna see them, tapi kalo dah macam ni gayanya..Ya Allah aku terasa macam dipergunakan gila2...aku boleh kerat jarila kalo aku tak intern kt sana, sampai sekarang belum tentu siap streamer2 tuh !

P/s: Menyesal aku kenal korang !

The 5th week

2011-10-14T21:13:00.003+08:00

:: Aku bukan teropong anak bulan, tp teropong meniskus yg kecik giler itu ! ::

It's already week 5 peeps ! there's so many things happened to me recently...tapi yg paling menganggu fikiran aku ialah streamer-streamer aku ! Okey, the story starts here, mase aku intern dekat JB hari tu, aku dengan baik hatinya ingin menolong dua org pegawai ini untuk membuat streamer a.k.a bunting untuk setiap unit yg ada kat dalam office tu..but before that, aku dah design dua streamer utk 2 events and bunting dah diprint and dh digunakan pun...

So, utk streamer unit nih aku kena habiskan dalam masa 2 minggu sebelum aku habes praktikal..tapi aku just sempat siapkan separuh je sbb masa dh tersangat suntuk..Nak dijadikan cerita, aku stalk fb bos aku hari tuh, then aku nmpkla one of my streamer yg aku design...I was like, 'nak tgk streamer2 yg lain jugakk !!' then, straight away aku msg En. Nasiru.ddin mintak die emailkan gambar2 streamer tuh..BUT he didn't reply! Then, aku try mintak dekat En. Nasir..sama jugak, tetap tak berhasil..then, my last hope was my boss, Che Lin..mula2 die mcm nk suro En. Nasiruddin tu post up dekat fb aku, tp kitorang manela friend di fb..but, aku still harap Che Lin suro die email...

And last night, ak dah macam geram giler, aku buat status dkt FB..*mmg tujuannye utk Che Lin bace pun..;)* and die comment die akan msg En. Nasiru.ddin right away at that time..I was like..'Arghhh !' bencinye asyik2 kena melalui die je..dah sakit hati dah dgn die tuh..tp bila fikir2 balik, lantakla ape die nk fikir..aku pun nk jugak tgk streamer aku..

And today, I was hoping there'll be a phone call or msg telling that one of them have emailed me those pictures BUT there's no incoming call or msg ! Hello, En. Nasiru.ddin, I have the right to see those stremaers okay..am the one who design them for you..it's not that I tak ikhlas ke ape, but I desperately wanna see them..penat2 aku perah otak design sampai 14 streamer tuh, tp tetibe aku mintak nk tgk macam payah giler nk bagi kan..

P/s: Semalam mood hilang, tp pagi td mood tu mai balik..thanks to you..;)

The extender

2011-09-25T16:23:00.003+08:00

Wassup peeps! I am now officially the extend student of Che.mistry Depart.ment in Uni.versity of Ma.laya..*claps* hahaha..what to do la kan..takde rezeki nak grad on time...sbb time first year belajar memain, join projek sana sini, setadi last minit macam konon2 terer...last2 terkandas jugak..huhu..

And currently, I'm staying in our rumah sewa at Vis.ta Ang.kasa..wahh! nama dah mcm mewah giler kan..haha..padahal boleh tahanla..yang seronoknye disini, boleh memasak and basuh kain guna mesin ! but yg tak brape bestnye, tido takde katil and hari2 kena tunggu bas...;( but I'll get used to it soon.

This semester, aku amik 6 subjek and sumenye chemistry..agak gila tapi nak buat camne, I have to if I want to finish my degree in one year..wish me luck ! Kelas Isnin and Rabu tersangatla pack, sampai 5 subjek satu hari..pening jugakla but I don't have any other better option..

P/s: Awak, sejuk hati saya tengok awak pegi and balik dari semayang Jumaat hari tu...;)

23rd Ramadh.an

2011-08-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! today is already 23 days we're in fasting month..how time flies..! dan tahun nie merupakan tahun pertama setelah beberapa tahun aku tak berpuasa sepenuhnya di rumah..mmg konfem berat tak mungkin turun, makin naik lg ade kot..haha..;)

I just can't wait for Saturday to come...Along will be back, my coussies from Penang will also be here together at my place for buka puasa..and my grandma will make 'kerepek pisang' on that day too..*Owhh, mesti takleh bangun lewat..hihi*

P/s: Dah 3 malam asyik mimpi merapu je..boossaaannn...~~

Of the white box

2011-08-21T01:16:00.003+08:00

:: Kualiti gambar agak terok sbb tgh pasang lampu romantik dlm bilik..;) ::

Can you see the box? Of coursela kan..otherwise you might have problem with your eyes..haha..it's actually a gift from a person, not really one person but a gift from two people to be exact...sape tak suke dapat hadiah kan..nak2 hadiah mahal macam tu..aku pun tak penah terjangka dpt hadiah nie..mmg tersangatla luar dari expectation aku..

And yes, memang mula2 aku suka giler dapat hadiah nie..but unfortunately, there's something happened...something that truly breaks my heart...selalunye, aku heran ape kalo ape2 yg jadi pun..asalkan hadiah tu aku punya..

But not this time...aku sampai rase taknak pakai and aku sampai nak pulangkan balik kepada si pemberi..aku tau die mmgla ikhlas bagi aku hadiah nie...tp, setiap kali aku pakai, aku rase sakit hati sgt..aku nak bg kt org laen, tapi aku syg..

Tapi, setelah aku fikir2 balik..ape salahnya kalo aku hargai pemberian die yg satu nih..walaupun terpaksa sakitkan hati sendiri setiap kali aku pakai...walau ape pun, aku dah maafkan die..;)

It's a cold night

2011-08-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

Hello people..! I'm still awake at this hour because I can't sleep yet...;) Today, I managed to cook 'sotong goreng tepung' for buka puasa after craving it for a week..thanks to my mother for buying me those Paul's friends..haha...it was such an easy dish to prepare..and it turn out to be delicious..;)

*applause*

It's only one week left before eid..and I just can't wait for my coussies to come for celebrating eid together...Owhh, this year, me and my family will gonna celebrating aidilfitri in Pahang..;) and this year will be purple hari raya for my family...and as usual, I'm the one who chose the theme color..*grin* and talking about cousin, Ijah came to my house just now, and as usual I just love to gomol her..! because she's to cute and she can be talkative sometimes, depends on her mood..and when she's in a good mood, I love to cuddle her..! She's just so lovely..;)

p/s : Still thinking on how to style my pashmina during hari raya..hurmmm..

Stainless steel heart

2011-08-18T01:15:00.003+08:00

I thought I was strong, but those things killing me inside so badly..

;(

I need a band aid to re patch my broken heart

I'm fall into pieces

2011-08-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

" If he's the right guy, he won't leave"

Hello dearies, hari nie dah separuh ramadhan kita lalui...cepat betol masa berlalu kan? Pejam celik, aku dah habis praktikal..then, aku dh habis viva..and aku dh dapat pun resultnye..Ingat lagi semester lepas, punyala liat nk call company, then buat resume, and pergi post office lagi...punyala banyak urusan...and paling best, habes je paper last, teros dpt msg yg aku ngan Fiza dapat tmpt intern sama...punyala seronok ade member waktu intern...

Then, sibuk nk cuak mase nak start intern...then pejam celik, aku dh habes pun intern aku...tapi bagi aku, jangka masa dua bulan setengah tu cukup bererti bagi aku...sebab? waktu itula aku bertemu seseorang yg pada mulanya aku anggap dia ialah pengganti...yes, before this aku pernah kecewa...

Sememangnya aku tak sangka yg die jugak ade perasaan terhadap aku...sbb aku memang selalu admire org kalo pergi tempat baru..saje nk buat penaik semangat nak pegi ofis katanya..hehe..;)

And die memang layan aku lain daripada org lain..banyak memori aku dgn die...dan yang aku paling aku rindu ialah renungan mata die...it melts my heart..;)

Tapi, itu semua tak kekal lama..sekarang aku jauh dr die..kami tak pernah pun contact masing2 walaupun masing2 simpan no fon...pelik kan? padahal kitorang suka sama suka...and last night, I knew everything...die cakap die takkan move on sbb die nk capai kejayaan dlm hidup die dulu..but at the same time, die nak aku still berharap kt die..tp kalo aku jumpe org lain, just go on je ngan org tu...

At first I was like, 'WTH..!' ingat aku ni nk jadi penghalang dlm hidup die ke? ingat aku ni taknak berjaya? Lepas tu boleh plak suro aku keep hoping and waiting for him..and at the same time cari org lain...ape die ingat aku ni murah sgt ke? boleh suke org senang hati mcm tu je..

And I'm so pissed off last night..rase macam nk terbang pegi JB malam tadi and confront dgn die..tapi buang masa je..rase mcm selame ni aku yg terhegeh2 nk sangat kt die..die xde effort langsung...

So, I've made my mind..I'll stop hoping and waiting for him...

p/s : Aku dh delete post sebelum ni, sbb sakit hati bile bace balik..;(

This one is for real..it's totally over..!

2011-08-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

Holla peeps! Aku baru sampai dari KL petang tadi...agak siot je driver bas td, aku suruh die berhenti kat depan taman perumahan aku, die boleh buat bodoh je..ape die ingat die sorang je puase? buat kerja macam tak ikhlas je..tak memasal aku kena duduk tercongok kt stesen bas sensorang..;((

Sebenarnye aku macam tak percaya akhirnya aku dah abes praktikal...like betol2 habes..presentation was not-so-okay, but hopefully I get an A..pls Dr Nadiah..report dah hantar..dan sekarang aku boleh cuti dengan sebetol2nya..! *grin* hopefully there'll no more sleepless night...

p/s : My dream came true..! I saw you and you saw me..! ;)

The story is....

2011-07-30T00:17:00.004+08:00

:: Our bubbly supervisor, Che Lin ::

Hey peeps! hari ni aku belom lagi start buat report intern aku..sebab? senangnye, mood belum nak sampai lagila..;( but I'm gonna start doing it a.s.a.p *hopefully* dari semalam aku berkomen dengan ex-boss aku kat tempat aku intern..Cik Suzlin ataupun kitorang panggil die Che Lin je senang..umur die baru 24 tahun...so, disebabkan die muda lagi, kadang2 aku tgk perangai die dah macam aku dah..hehehe..die nie sweet sangat...mase minggu2 akhir aku dgn Fiza dekat sana, die macam makin rapat dengan kitorang...yang paling bestnye, dia siap turun ke tingkat bawah semata-mata nak mengadu dengan kitorang die kena marah dgn staff die sendiri...siot giler kan staff die...sampai sekarang die still mengadu kat kitorang, tapi dekat fesbuk je la kan..kesian die...ade satu hari tu, aku, Fiza, Hawa, En Nasir ngan die pegi stesen udara kt Gelang Patah...mase on da way balik, punyala havoc dalam kereta..menyanyi, gelak sakan...siap Che Lin cakap die malas nak masuk pejabat..aku ni kalo dah bos cakap camtu, aku pun terus suggest pegi Jus.co..yg En Nasir lagi best, terus je bawak kereta pegi Jus.co...aku siap teman Che Lin shopping kasut lagi..punyala happening hari tu...balik2 sume buat muka tak bersalah, shopping waktu kerja..hahaha..;) I'm so gonna miss you Che Lin...hopefully we'll meet again...;)

:: I'm a beach lover ::

Towards the end of it

2011-07-11T14:17:00.002+08:00

:: Our current tanned look..;) ::

Hello peeps! it's been such a looongggg time I haven't update my dear blog...I have kinda different routine for these past two months. I have another one week before I can say goodbye to practical world..BUT the worst part is I need to do the presentation..;( hopefully it went well..just wish me luck..!

All I can say about my internship here in Depart.ment of Envi.ronment is GREAT..! I gained a lot of experiences and met a lot of different people..and not forgotten about how working life is...but the most unforgettable moment was when I got the chance to hike with my bestfriend at Gunun Aro.ng, Mer.sing...even though I was a bit slow, but I managed to reach until the top of the mountain...and the view was superb!

That's all for now, because I need to continue doing my unfinished tons of works..;( toodles

Rindu

2011-05-08T09:54:00.002+08:00

I miss your jokes and your laugh

I miss having gossip session with you

I miss working with you

I miss making fun with you

I miss sharing experiences with you

I miss eating with you

I miss your smile

and

yes, I miss you...;(

I always dream that one day, I'll do everything in my wish lists with you...but a dream is always a dream...once again, I really miss you man..

one more wish come true!

2011-05-06T02:52:00.002+08:00

:: Da.taran Mer.deka::

Hey peeps! I'm so happy today..! akhirnya wish aku tertunai utk lepak kt da.taran mer.deka malam2..;) thanks to Syera for bring us there...kitorang bertiga festaim dtg situ..haha...;) tapi sayangnye tak bawak camera..so gune camera fon je la...lepas tu, kitorang ronda2 dkt bu.kit bin.tang and the best part, Syera bawak lalu dekat tempat club and disco segala..haha..;) kitorang lalu jela..nk mampos tetiba perempuan bertudung dtg kt situ...

Next will be Broga Hills maybe? tak pun tunggu ade kereta sendiri baru hiking ngan member..;)

Okey, back on track..EXAM...!

Another wish come true

2011-04-30T16:27:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! aku baru je bangun tidor...ye, aku tau agak tidak senonoh bg anak gadis seperti aku, tapi kalau dah aku tido pukul 5 pagi, harusla bangun pun lewat jugak kan..hehehe..aku ade gap seminggu untuk next paper, which is the most hardest paper in Che.mistry Depart.ment..Spectros.copy..! kenapela subejct ni wajib diambil kan? yela kalo ni subject elektif, konfem takde sape sanggup nk amik risiko pointer jatuh..;)

Ohh ye, semalam Amin telah merealisasikan impian aku selama ini utk makan spagetti meatball dekat Mur.ni S.S.2...aku rase mcm loser giler sbb org lain dh makan kat sane bape juta kali dah, aku br festaim nk pegi...better late than never right? ;) last night, aku makan spagetti meatball dgn air mango special...sumpah sedap giler smpai penuh la perot aku semalam...mango juice tu sumpah terbaik punyer! terbayang-bayang lg rase die mase bagun tido td..hahaha..kesian betol aku nih!

Okey, back on track..aku ade lagi 3 paper...then, will gonna say hello to the practical world! nervous siot!

p/s: Kawan sekolah aku nk kawen dah bulan 6 ni..aku? boifren pn xde lg..haha..;P

Babbling

2011-04-26T04:20:00.003+08:00

Hacking Radzi's lappy ;P

Jam lappy aku dah menunjukkan 4.25 pagi...baru habes buat past year In.organic part Dr. Ha.pipah je la tapi..hehe..;) so, sekarang macam nak rest kejapla kan...pagi-pagi camni otak aku kadang-kadang lambat sket nk berfungsi, tambah2 sejuk pulak malam ni kan...;P (haruslah sejuk kan, kata duduk atas lantai, bawah kipas lagik..)

kadang-kadang kan, best jugak kalo ade orang yg akan wish good luck setiap kali nk exam...maknanya, walaupun die takde dekat dgn kita, die ttp ingat kat kita...

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURIN AWATIF..! Angah miss you and your crazinnes..;)

Best of luck !

2011-04-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! it's week 14th..the final week for semester 2...supposedly this semester should be my last semester but due to some technical problems, I need to extend for another one year...*kenapala aku ni tak pandai macam org lain?* And the sad part is, most of my friends from biological institute are graduating this coming October, if I'm not mistaken...this semester is their last semester in University Of Malaya...goodbye friends..;((

Tomorrow, Amin & Radzi are going to have their VIVA...I wish I could watch them presenting their final year project, but I have Inorganic lab tomorrow and surely Dr.Tan won't let us out early....tak dapat makan free..haha..;) but anyhow, I wish them best of luck...chaiyok2..;P

p/s: Bila nak balik rumah ni?

Homesick

2011-04-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

::Aidilfitri 2010::

Yess, I'm homesick..I think the last time I'd been homesick was back when I was in boarding school....the first night after coming back from holiday, I would cry in the shower..hahaha..and now, I've been homesick because it's been more than 2 months I'm not home..;(

I miss my parent,my not-so-little brothers,my grandma,my comfy bed,my aircond in my bedroom,my mom's cooks,and my TV in the living room....

p/s: I want my own Benji ;D

2011-04-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

My henna..! one of my wish lists..;D

HELLO! tadi ade firedrill di K.K.4..tapi aku dgn Fiza tak turun sbb malas giler nk pakai tudung segala..haha..jadi kami adalah 'mangsa kebakaran.' hari ini aku agak keletihan sbb lab hari agak penat..sbb ade beberapa experiment yg harus disiapkan..nk amik NMR ngn IR segala...dalam pukul 4 mcm tu aku dah macam lemah giler..mengantuk plus tak larat nk berdiri dah...tu yg balik terus lena sampai tak sempat nak mandi...haha..tido lena dgn bau chemical bagai....

Cadangnye minggu ni nak balik rumah..tapi terpaksa cancel sbb aku ade presentation lerr pulek esok...dengan ini, ingin saya katakan bahawa saya amat merindui mak,abah,kakak dan adik2 saya..walaupun angah mereka ini garang pada luarannya, tapi dalamannya amat sensitif dan lembut okey! hahaha..Owhh..tadi bergayut dgn mummy sekejap, mak cakap esok die kena pegi Kelantan..so xde point jugakla aku balik kalo tak dapat makan masakan mak...Abah plak skang ade dkt kampung org asli hulu mane entah...abah kena tinjau sekolah tu dgn lagi 3 org guru cemerlang..Owhh..Abah aku ialah guru cemerlang untuk subjek Maths...so, abah pegi sana utk tinjau subjek maths la..*homesick*

Okey, I can't open my eyes anymore..actually, nak tulis pasal mende lain..tp lain kali je la..haha..;P

Omelan aku

2011-03-28T15:49:00.002+08:00

::The table deco::

Lately, asal dah pukul 12 lebey je, mata aku mesti dah start nk tutup..padahal dulu, ratu kelawar...mmg skang ni aku cukup giler tido! kalo tak cukup jugak tak tau la..haha ;P
Tak kisah kalo ko nak berfesyen, but please cover your long hair..what's the purpose of that long scarf kalo tak dpt nk tutup rambut belakang..baik free hair je..
aku begitu enjoy dalam lab Inorganic 3 sbb ade Kak Munirah, the best tutor ever!
Aku takut dgn tarian singa...(sila gelak besar) kalo ade persembahan tarian singa,konfem aku lari jauh2..sbb aku tgk muka singa tu mcm real...haha..;)
aku suka pegi kedai buku dkt Am.corp Ma.ll..then pegi section craft...I love arts!
dah try mask telur, fresh giler muka..will do it again..
Cousin aku nk beli No.kia E.72...Hoii..! angah pun tak pakai hanfon mahal lg tau tak!
Aku rindu rumah..! lepas ni kena bertapa di rumah Fiza selama 2 bulan lebey..Angsana,here I come! (ehh..aku LI kt mana ek?)
Lecturer Nuclear aku handsome tp kurus melidi..!
aku ade masalah besar dgn lecturer hydrosphere aku...english die dh mcm french!
Lelaki dlm video klip Naj.wa handsome giler..!

P/s : Sekian sahaja omelan Amira di petang ini...marilah bersiap ke kelas English kt atas bukit tu..mintak2la teacher bg keluar awal..haha..;P

Celebrate Colors Of Chemistry

2011-03-27T22:46:00.007+08:00

:: Me,Huda,Fiza::

Last Friday, all the chemists in the Che.mistry De.partment of Uni.versity Mala.ya had an annual dinner after about 20 years not having one...the dinner was held at Bou.levard Hot.el, Mid.valley with the theme, 'Colors of Chemistry.' The theme was totally suit us as a chemist as chemistry colors our lives...different oxidation states give different colors and we could see a lot of colorful chemicals in our labs...;)

The foods were good and I had my favorite pastry that night...it's cheese tart with strawberry on top..but unfortunately, I had only one piece of it..;(

Let's enjoy the pitchas..!

I love 'He' ;P

My first wedges..!

The chemists batch 08/09

Please tell me how to 'tahan makan'? because I desperately need to loose my weights..;(

24th March 2011

2011-03-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

::Saya tau saya gemoks!::

Hello peeps! Tadi aku ade lab Inorganic 3..aku terhidu Tolu.ene...kepada mereka yg tidak tahu apa itu Tolu.ene, ianya satu bahan kimia yg bersifat karsinogenik iaitu boleh menyebabkan kanser..tapi itu kalau kita terhidu dlm kuantiti yg banyak..tapi tadi xdelah terhidu banyak sangat...naseb baik..;)

Lately, I spend more times on twit.ter..sebab kat situ tak ramai friends pun...setakat brape org je pun..aku follow artis adela...kat situ jugakla boleh lepas geram segala..dekat face.book dh forbidden sbb habes segala mak abah, pak cik makcik segala baca..kantoila nnt..hahaha...and kat situ jugakla aku boleh tulis segala luahan rasa..sbb kalo tulis kt face.book nnt 'dia' bacela...*yes,my crush is in my friendlists* ;P

Btw, Congratulations to my dearest cousin, Syafiqah Ullya for her great SPM results...Angah so proud of you..and you're the another-born-to-be chemist in the family ;)

Aloha!

2011-03-21T15:30:00.002+08:00

:: spot the 3rd person? ::

Heyy! I'm waiting for my English class to start and for the meanwhile I'm gonna write something in here! hahaha...actually there's nothing much I wanna say...this is the 11th week and another 4 more weeks to final exams..*freak out..!* to be honest, I'm not prepare anything for my finals...plus I'm not done yet with the LI matters..it just so many procedure..!!!

Last Saturday, there's a concert at 7th college and they invited Ti.lu ba.nd...! I'm not a such a die hard fans of Ti.lu but one thing I must say here is "kau mampu pegi konsert Ti.lu pakai track suit ngan tshirt yg ko bwk tido dan duduk paling depan?" hahaha..;)

p/s : Che-mistery Knight is just around the corner...

14th March 2011

2011-03-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

:: Playing at playground! ::

Hey peeps! last weekend, Aisyah and me went to Tam.an Ja.ya for a jog...actually, that was my first time being there and it was the second time for Aisyah...and the place is so beautiful and the facilities are great! I love that place so much and will come back again....;)

Currently, I'm in diet mode as I feel I am a very fat woman right now..I just hate to see myself in the mirror...arrgghh! ;(

Coussies are in Pahang right now..and how I wish I can go back home right now...I miss home so much..but most of all, I miss Arissa Sofea..! "Arissa, Angah misses you..;("

p/s : Kaki aku still bengkak, sape pandai urut..tlgla munculkan diri depan aku..;(

10th March 2011

2011-03-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Actually, I should start design my poster right now because I'd promised Ad (my coursemate) to finish it by tomorrow BUT the idea wasn't come yet, so here am I..BLOGGING! ;) I got Inorganic lab today, nothing much happen, just continuing the previous experiments...but today, most of the time I stood in front of the steam bath waiting for my chemicals to be concentrated and at the same time, steaming my face!haha..;)

Nothing much to say, sharing some photos during Pesta Pantun Bestari 2011..

:: Amin,Fiza,Abg Saii,Me,Radzi,Syera ::

:: With Fedtri Yahya ::

:: Tangga! ;D ::

About heart

2011-03-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

" Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me...

the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,

I can't force myself to stop loving you.."

P/s : Yeahh, I think the above quote is totally suitable for my condition right now...

Anda dah tua ;)

2011-03-07T14:39:00.000+08:00

On 6th March 2011, Fiza is turning 22 years old...

Dear Fiza a.k.a Asymptote,

-Semoga panjang umur & dimurahkan rezeki hendaknya

-Sila matangkan diri anda seperti saya..*cheewaahh!*

-Semoga segala yang diimpikan menjadi kenyataan..

-Thanks for being my bestest friend in the world ;) *toksah nk kembang sgtla..*

-Thanks for being so understanding..

-And, may our friendship will last for eternity..amin ;)

Btw, terima kasih pasal confession anda itu ye..aku sangat terkejut sebab ko simpan rahsia tu dh dekat SETAHUN okey, and I don't have any clues about it..;)

Okey, sambung citer lain pulak...semalam pergi DTC tgk final Pesta Pantun Bestari...sebelum tu tgk acara separuh akhir dkt bilik seminar..ingin ku nyatakan disini bahawa semalam merupakan kali pertama aku menonton perlawanan pantun live di mata sendiri setelah 2 tahun menjadi ajk...sebab 2 tahun lepas keje aku hanyalah dalam dewan and siapkan pentas final...okey, that's the memories I wont forget for the rest of my life..;)

Another 'painfull' memory that I wont forget last night is when, aku terjatuh dekat dalam DTC..kerana begitu khusyuk memandang pentas smpai boleh tak nmpak yg lantai dtc bukan satu level je....kaki aku terseliuh and subuh tadi sempat jugakla buat drama air mata sengsorang sbb takleh nak berjalan..;) mase tu dah tahap macam ni.."Mak, angah nak balik!" kelihatan begitu manja di situ tp sumpah sakit giler smpai nak pakai selipar pun tak boleh...then bile aku duduk kejap, barulah boleh jalan...kalo tidak disebabkan hari ini ade test, mmg aku takdenye nak jalan pegi kelas...mmg slow giler aku jalan pegi kelas and tangan asyik berpaut dekat bahu Fiza...kaki sebelah kanan dah bengkak... dan sumpah burok giler cara berjalan tadi...;) tidak ada sesiapa yg boleh mengurut kaki aku, so aku urut sendirila...harap2 Khamis dah okeyla..kalo tak mcm mane nak masuk lab..;(

P/s : Malam tadi USM menang setelah tiga tahun gelaran juara disandang oleh UKM...congrats USM..;)

It's weekend again

2011-03-05T13:54:00.000+08:00

Hey, wassup peeps! aku baru habes bengkel LI which is bengkel 'communication skills'..tapi takdela communicate sangat tadi..haha...it just for the sake of nak pegi LI this coming semester and it's compulsory..and I-just-have-to-attend-this! the advantage of attending this 'bengkel' is I can make new friends..and just now, I met Zalikha the QS and Mastura the Accountant..;)

Believe it or not...aku sempat tido 2 jam untuk sambung paragraph nie..hahaha...;) I have plenty of things to talk about but suddenly the power of sleep surrounds me...;) Btw, I'm listening to Mah.er Za.in's songs right now...sepertinya aku sedang menginsafi diri tp di samping itu aku juga sedang menenangkan perasaan yg gundah-gulana ini...thanks Abang Maher for all your calming songs!

I think being 21 years old girl or I can say woman is not easy..why? because you still can't believe that you're already an adult and you already got the key of freedom...and another '21 syndrome' that have been affected me is (Owhh, I don't know how to put this into words) feeling lonely or I can say being boyfriendless...sometimes, I felt like such a loser don't have any..hahaha..please laugh at me..;) I just don't know how to describe the feelings but this indescribable feelings make me miserable! you won't believe every time I'm looking at the weeding photos in facebook, I'll start choosing what color will I wear during my solemnisation and what kind of wedding dress will I choose..omaigod! And most of the time, I'll think, how will my love story gonna start...or was it had started without I'm realizing it? (that's the big question mark there)

Okey, enough about that...the next paragraph is dedicated to this one person...Mr nobody-know-who-you-are ;)

Hey you,

If I ever have the strength to say it straight to your face,maybe I'd done it so many times ago but the words doesn't exist in my life when it comes to this...so here I'm gonna write it all because I'm good in writing rather than talking...

I just want you to know that I miss you damn much! there's no scale that can measure how much I miss you BUT unfortunately you seems don't have any idea about it...that's the hardest part that I'm dealing with my heart right now.

I wished my 21st birthday last January will be different than other birthday..it is different when you wished me on that day because you was not doing it for my previous birthday..thank you so much for that,but I started to realize something since that day....;(

Btw, thanks to you for making my life more miserable even though you don't have any idea about it...it's just so hard because there's a lot of memories between you and me and I just can't erase it all...okthanxbye ;)

It's going to rain soon..and to all Pantun's AJKs,I wish you all the best....I miss pantun so much! ;)

I'm in love with a stranger

2011-02-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

I just want you to know that your fake+plastic laugh wasn't cute or adorable but it was horrible and I think it's the most annoying laugh I've ever heard for god sake! and one more thing, don't make me label you as a 'brainless woman' because you act like one right now. You're just act like 'I-have-a-boyfriend-and-you're-such-a-loser-don't-have-any!' Daahh! as long as I'm still using my brain and think about other's people feeling..not like you..!

Okey, back to the title, I'm in love with a stranger..! I'm happen to bump into him a few times..all I know about him are his name,which faculty his from, and his hobby or his part time job I can say which is same like mine..;) Btw, I'm not like crazy in love with him...just admiring him from far..;)

Birthday Aniq!

2011-02-20T00:40:00.001+08:00

Today is 20th February 2011..my dear baby brother is turning 7 years old today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIQ..!

-semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki hendaknya

-semoga menjadi anak yg soleh kpd Mak dan Abah

-semoga menjadi adik bongsu yg baik kpd abang2 & kakak2..;)

-semoga menjadi ketua kelas yg berjaya..haha..;D

-silalah kurang-kurangkan tabiat merajuk..

-semoga semakin matang..(walaupun tak mungkin dlm mase terdekat nih..)

We love you...!

p/s: Sila mintak hadiah dari Along..haha..;)

It's true yaw!

2011-02-15T12:41:00.001+08:00

Blood type O

People with blood type O usually have a big role in motivating the passion of their groups and stimulating the harmonious relationship among the group members. They look like people who accept and do something calmly.They are smart to cover up their feelings, so they look like people who are always cheerful, peaceful, and do not have problem at all. But, if they cannot bear it, they will surely find out a place or someone to talk.

They are kind, often do kindness, and are not reluctant to get out of their money to other people. They are actually stubborn too and have their own opinions about anything in confidence, but they are also flexible and easily accept new things. No wonder that they lean to be influenced easily by other people. Look like people who are temperate and believable, but they also often make big mistakes because of their careless characteristic. However, their characteristics make them lovable.

Yo!

2011-02-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

Aloha peeps! how's it going? *Okey,tetibe bajet hip hoppers plak nih* lihatlah manusia yg berbaju hijau belang2 itu (merujuk kepada gmbar di atas) TERsangatlah gemuks ye...I don't know what is my current weight and I better not knowing it because I'll find myself so disappointed at the end of the day...*sigh* tapi makan tetap taknak sikit kan..;(

Check out my new spec! (please refer to the above photo again) that's my birthday present from my hero and my guardian angel forever, Cikgu Mahmud a.k.a Abah..;D I chose blue full-framed spec instead of black because there's no black color for desired type of spec..kuciwa ;( Thus, it doesn't look so much different from my previous spec...

I also got another gift from Cik Fiza which is a white transparent frame...but I can't put the picture here because of some reason..hehe..So, I decided to put our recent picture above in that frame...'Us while waiting for geology class' how's that? Owhh..btw Fiza, thanks for the frame, nanti on 6th March kite celebrate birthday kite berdua lepas tgk final pantun...hihhi ;) takpun, after pantun abes, aku suro uncle PA system tu announce ala-ala deejay radio dlm DTC nnt..;)

The amateur me

2011-02-11T20:52:00.001+08:00

tried a few photoshop tutorials..and that is the final result...how is it?

I'm proud of myself..! ;)

*Okey, perasan sendiri,padahal org lain dh lame reti..*

Hello!

2011-02-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

Olla everybody! sebelum aku memulakan karangan aku yg beberapa perenggan ni, aku nak berpesan kepada seseorang.."Fiza, kalo ko tgh bace post nie,toksah nak terharu sangat ye..haha;)"

aku sudah kembali ke varisiti terchenta ini untuk menyambung pembelajaran aku disini...cuti seminggu aku diisi dengan makan,makan, dan makan...haha ;) Okey, first aktiviti makan aku ialah di Kuantan, tempat lahir dan tempat tinggal aku waktu aku kecik....aku dan family pergi kenduri anak baby sitter aku mase aku kecik2 dulu...kami mmg rapat ye...disebabkan aku ni xdela pemalu sgt, ditambah pula abah aku menjadi pembakar ayam percik pada hari kenduri itu, so aku dgn yakinnya lepak kt tempat bakar ayam dan makan 2-4 ketul ayam..haha..ayam percik Wan *nama panggilan baby sitter tu* mmg sedap tahap world la!

Aktiviti makan kedua ialah pada hari birthday aku, mak aku try buat yong taufu versi utara nak habaq mai...so, kebetulan pakcik aku dari KL balik, kitorang beramai-ramaila makan di rumah aku..konon2 mcm celebrate jugakla..*padahal tak pun!*

Aktiviti makan yg last ialah pada hari raya cina..bukan kitorang celebrate raya, tapi abah tetiba nak makan mee kari..kebetulan pak cik aku dari Segamat balik, kitorang makanla mee kari pulak di hari raya cina...aku nie tak berape gemar sangat kari2 ni, so untuk makan dgn sedap, aku kena perahkan asam limau ke dalam kuah supaya rase kari tu hilang sket..haha..sedapp! ;)

See! hari cuti aku penuh dgn makanan..haha..tu belom balik Penang lagi..konpom lg banyak makanan...Owhh, disebabkan aku nie hantu otak-otak, pak cik aku dari Segamat dgn baik hatinya bawak balik 2 plastik besar otak2 dr Segamat...siap die call sebelom sampai tu tanye aku ade balik cuti ke tak...haha..;)

Okey bye, nak mandi =D

30th January 2011

2011-01-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hey! it's my birthday...I'm turning 21 years old today..okey, dah boleh mengundi..abah dah siap suruh pergi mengundi dengan Along...;(

Thank you to all my friends for the birthday wishes in either facebook or phone..I am truly appreciate them so much! There's no special celebration, just having dinner with my lovely family...we were having yong taufu in penang version..and I had a blueberry cake as my birthday cake..thanks abah, thanks mak..;)

To Fiza and Radzi..aku sangat excited menunggu kad dgn hadiah dari korang berdua..you better be sure that it's superb..! hahaha ;)

P/s : Tak touchy langsung! ;(

Stew-pid

2011-01-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Olla peeps! my mood isn't at the stable state lately. It's not because of the woman thing, but obviously is about a person whom I known for 3 years...Sometimes I feel like, 'why do I have to meet you and befriend with you? I wish I could turn back times~~

My nose is crying

2011-01-21T18:33:00.000+08:00

Yes, sekarang adalah musim manusia-manusia demam...dan di antara manusia itu ialah AKU....dahla macam tiba-tiba je nak selesema kan..nasib dah nak weekend + aku takde lab cycle nih..kalau tak mcm orang menangisla aku buat eksperimen kan...kalau aku selesema, segala macam bau aku tak suke sebab nanti hidung aku sakit...tadi pegi kelas pn mcm redha je la kan..takkan nak ponteng pulek...pastu demam mcm kejap on, pastu aku off plak..musykil aku...sakit tekak? semalam je sakit, hari dah tak sakit dah...;) lagi satu, kalau setiap kali aku selesema, mata aku pun nak nanges jugak! asyik2 berair je...haaisshh~~

selalunye, kalau tgh musim demam, akula manusia paling beruntung sebab jarang berjangkit..walaupun roomate aku sendiri dah demam terok giler...tapi kali nie, aku yg selesema dulu, die lepak je..hadooii..wahai antibodi, sejak bile anda menjadi lemah ni?

Sekian sahaja omelanku dikala senja nan mendung nih, ehh silap, dah hujan pun...Owhh, hari tu, mood aku nak dgr lagu West.life, tapi sekarang dah tukar mode Siti Nur.haliza pulak...akan datang tak tau lagi..hehe..

Adios!

Unproductive weekend

2011-01-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

Heyya! baru balik dari tgk teater 1st college...last year punye lg better dari this year laa...it's just my opinion about it...this week sangatlah tidak produktif ye..tido lewat and of courselah bangun pun lewat..pastu terus siap2 nak pegi tgk teater...semangat kan? semangat tu hanya datang bila tiada bayaran masuk dikenakan..haha..biasela, zaman kegawatan duit poket nie, haruslah berjimat cermat..hihi..;)

semenjak dua tiga menjak nie, selera makan aku bagaikan tidak boleh ditahan2 pulak..habislah azam aku nak kurangkan berat badan nih! kalaulah wujud vitamin kurangkan selera makan tanpa side effects, dah lama aku cekup dulu...tapi sebenarnya, aku kena bersyukur sebab tuhan still bagi aku selera utk makan daripada org yg sakit dah tak dapat nk nikmati keenakan makanan...so, makanlah selagi ade selera..! *padahal tak nak mengaku kuat makan*

Ohh ye, lagi dua minggu cuti..! yippee sebab birthday aku semakin dekat...ehh japp2..ape yg aku happy sgt bile birthday aku nak dekat nih? padahal umur makin tua, makin matang, dan yang paling penting dah boleh mengundi..hahaha..;) pada aku sebenarnya, hari jadi sama jer dengan hari2 lain, cuma mase hari jadi, ramailah yang wish ko 'selamat hari jadi'...kalau hari biasa, mane ade orang wish 'selamat hari biasa' ataupun 'selamat hari-hari' kan?

Dan lagu satu yg lain pasal hari jadi, mase hari jadi dapat call free, hari biasa mane dapat call free...tapi bagi manusia seperti aku yg boyfriendless dan jenis jarang bergayut, call free tu tiada makna langsung...yela, nak call sape kan, bestfriend pun ade kat depan mata jer...nk gayut dgn member lama pun tak syok sebab lagi best dpt jumpa tros...kalo boley sedekah call free tu, dah lama aku bg dekat member2 aku yg ber-boyfriend nih..*wahh! mulia sungguh..*

Mase sekolah menengah, setiap kali birthday aku, mak homeroom aku akan bagi kad birthday, kalo die baik sket, die bagi hadiah jugaklah..aku pernah dapat diary yg sgt comel and sampai sekarang aku still simpan hadiah dan kad-kad yg dia bagi...they're still in good conditions..mase matriks, tak dapat pape pun...just masa matriks tu aku kemaruk nak bergayut dgn member aku yg dekat matriks johor...hahaha...;)

Mase hari jadi aku yg ke-20, selamat tinggal dunia belasan tahun..! aku dapat 2 birthday cards dgn KFC yg dibelanja oleh tiga jejaka, Amin, Syaf & Radzi...dan of course makan malamku yg dibelanja oleh Cik bestfriend, Asymptote...Ohh, tidak dilupakan, Abg Aswad and the gang yg telah menyanyikan lagu birthday dekat kfc tuh sampai aku tak reti nak wat reaksi mcm mane..haha...mase tu, rase tersangatlah dewasa ye sbb umur dah 20 tahun..=)

And this year, how it will be? Ini ialah angan2 aku utk birthday yg ke-21 :-

Nak 2 potong oreo cheese cake dgn 2 potong moist choc cake (wahh! tamak sungguh)
surprise gifts from unexpected person
A picnic at the waterfall

Ermm..sebenarnye banyak lagi, tapi untuk tatapan umum hanyalah tiga itu..haha..=) Okeylah, besok kelas pukul 9..bubye!

=)

2011-01-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Olla..!

2011-01-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hey, mata aku tgh berpinar-pinar sbb jenuh tgk kod untuk ubah theme Tum.blr...(yee, aku ade tum.blr)...cubaan kali pertama, gagal sebab pening tgk kod yg kecik lagi rapat itu...so, tido 5 minit..hahaha...then, cubaan kali kedua, hanya berjaya ubah header shj, pastu give up sbb pening lagi...aiyooo..! payah betol jadi manusia berkaca mata ini...cepat betol mata nak berpinar bagai...

Seperti yg aku tulis di laman sosial fesbuk aku, bulan Januari ialah bulan kegemaran aku..sebabnye? hahaha...haruslah kerana birthday aku juga di bulan ini..! Okey, aku akan berada di rumah mase birthday aku this year, sbb kebetulan cuti raya cina dah start...so, aku dah plan nk mintak chocolate moist cake dari mak..hehehe...;)

Okey, dah azan maghrib...bye!

p/s: I kept smiling..;)

Let's begin..!

2011-01-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Yoo! wassup everybody...the new semester had just started today, but it start with such a dramatic beginning because when you have a so called friend who doesn't like to see you happy and just love to put blame on others even though she doesn't know what the hell is going on...in this case, I'll just stay cool because it's just wasting my time to 'layan' her 'educated' and 'mature' attitude...Okey, that's it.

I just knew my result for last semester yesterday, and all I can say is "Alhamdulillah, You heard me...=)" When I click the "SEMAK" button, my hands were shivering and my heart was pounding as if it want to come out from my chest..but then, when I saw the number, I couldn't stop smiling and I text my mother which on her way home after sending me back to college, I can feel that they will smile all the way from KL to Jerantut...this is my best achievement...and hopefully I can do better than this...=D

p/s: Got Polymer lab tomorrow!

2011

2011-01-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2011 peeps..!

my resolutions? Errmmm....one of them is, I wanna be a better person than last year..and the rest of it will be keep as secret..=)

Story of 'A Week'

2010-12-30T20:01:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps! dah 4 hari aku balik dari Penang...seminggu yg bagaikan setahun...tak tau la kenapa rase lama sangat dekat Penang tuh...tapi kali nie aku banyak berjalan jugak sebab kitorang adik beradik dah banyak kali mengadu kt abah yg setiap kali balik Penang asyik terperap je...hehe..;)

Tempat pertama yg dikunjungi ialah Alor Setar..kitorang singgah di Pekan Rabu and Muzium Padi..takde ape yg menarik sangat kat sana, just lukisan yg nmpk real kt muzium tuh...

Kat belakang tuh hanyalah lukisan...

Next stop will be Batu Feringgi...ni yg best sebab dapat bermandi manda di laut setelah berapa tahun tak mandi laut! lepas tu beli jeruk yg berbagai and paling best makan cucuq udang terbaik punya! tapi sedeyh sket tak dapat makan ikan bakar kt sana sebab ramai giler orang..maklumla cuti krismas...=(

Playing ball..!

menanam Arissa yg kemudiannya boleh terlelap..syok plak die tido dlm pasir

And the last stop before balik Pahang ialah Cameron Highland..! akhirnya aku dapat petik buah strawberry sendiri and dapat makan strawberry coklat..! sedaaappp..! dekat sana aku beli ros biru and putih sebab dah lame teringin nak beli ros biru and putih..kalau nak tunggu org bagi jgn harapla kan...hehe..tp skang bunga tu dah layu dah...Owhh..tak lupa juga, my new friends, bunga cactus daku..! *go green Miera..!haha..*

Tadi aku aku buat Tripple choc cupcakes..! tapi kurang menjadi sebab kurang baking powder laa..but the taste is goood..! =)

Short holiday

2010-12-16T03:35:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps! aku berada di rumah sekarang...dua hari lepas, baru balik dari Segamat...pergi rumah pak cikku..sempatla berjalan2 ke Ayer Hitam, mak ngan nenek daku nak shopping bunga...alar, bunga untuk perhiasan dalam rumah la...aku just sempat cekup satu kipas tangan..nmpk cun sangat..hehe..;) mase dekat rumah pak cikku, first day lunch aku dapat rasa sambal goreng jawa..pergghhh.! sedap tak hengat weyh..! and aku baru teringat yg aku pernah makan sambal tu suatu ketika dulu, tapi mase tu mane la nak taw ape name makanan tu kan...tapi lupa plak nak curik resipi...

Jawa's hat..haha..;)

actually, sekarang nih aku jadik gian plak nak memasak..bila kat kolej tu rase cam x sabar2 nak balik sebab nak try resipi baru la kunun kan...maybe sbb aku suka makan kot..haruslah kan..makanan pun suka aku! haha..;) tapi kadang2 tu, bila kemalasan melanda diri, mmg jgn harapla nak goreng telur pun..kirim salam la....hehe..

My next destination will be Penang..balik kampung sat, then on the way balik Pahang, singgah di Cameron Highland...tak sabar nak tunggu Jumaat minggu depan..nak petik strawberry..! Owhh..nenekku pula bakal bercuti di Port Dickson dengan family mak ngah..sakan taw nenek aku..haha..;)

Owhh...aku dah dapat tempat untuk latihan industri..! alhamdulillah...aku dapat dekat Jbtn Alm Sekitar Johor...aku dapat sama tempat dengan tidak lain tidak bukan, *drum roll* Cik Fiza...! merantau lagilah aku nampaknya....;) kitorang dapat taw nih sejurus selepas abes final paper, adik si Fiza nih anta msg...tak terjerit2 pulak kan aku ngan die kat tgh jalan..naseb tak menjerit kat dalam exam hall je..haha...;) btw, mulut aku mmg masin kan Fiza?

p/s: I miss you, but I don't think you feel the same way..;(

Pounding heart

2010-12-08T05:11:00.000+08:00

Haiisshh...aku tak tahu la kenapa dengan diriku ini...asyik nak berdebar-debar je semenjak 3 hari lepas nih...hopefully nothing bad will happen...aku harap aku berdebar untuk nak exam last paper je la...cehh! melampau giler sampai nak berdebar 4 hari sebelum exam...mintak2la boleh jawab..amin! ;)

Perancangan cuti sudah siap diatur oleh abah terchenta...mula-mula pergi Segamat, pastu on the way balik Penang singgah sebentar di Cameron Highlands! yeeaayyy! tak sabar nak petik buah strawberry sendiri...untuk pengetahuan, ini merupakan kali pertama aku bakal menjejakkan kaki ke Cameron Highlands sedangkan family aku yg lain dah naik bosan pergi sana...reasons? sebab mase ade family gathering kat sana, aku kena stay kat maktab, ade kelas tambahan! bapak sedeyh mase tuh!Okey, tu citer lama...

Sesungguhnya hati ini sudah tidak sabar untuk menunggu hari Jumaat tiba...sebab nak balik rumah la...mintak-mintakla bas yang aku naik tu kosong..haha..boleh conquer dua seat..baru heaven nak tido..! selfish tak? ;P

p/s: Entri ini ditulis pada pukul 5.23 am dengan perut yg mengidam nasi lemak sambal sotong dengan new york cheese cake! *cholestrol sungguh!*

The right train

2010-12-03T04:54:00.000+08:00

It's 5 am and I'm still awake! sah2 hormon dalam badan aku nih kureng stabil menyebabkan aku tidak lagi mengantuk sehingga pagi yang hening begini...tapi xdela hening sangat, roomate aku tengah bergayut ngan sape ntah dari tadi tak habes2...padahal ade exam esok! roomate yang lagi sorang sudah selamat sampai ke Eropah agaknye...hahaha..;)

Kalo dah pagi2 begini, mata dan minda aku sudah tidak sanggup nak mengadap nota yg berjela itu, jadi saya mengadapla laptop saya yg lesen antivirusnya dah nak expired tapi tuannya tak reti nak renew...hahaha..kesian aku!Musykil jugak aku...padahal dah masukkan activation code...tapi still tak boleyla...kesudahannya, balik rumah nanti akan aku settlekan segalanya..=)

aku pernah dengar satu ayat nih, 'cinta pertama memang takkan dapat dilupakan'....(dah masuk dah bab jiwang miwang nih!) sebenarnya aku setuju dengan pepatah itu..(coopp! ayat tu sejenis pepatah ke? taram je la..) memang cinta pertama takkan dapat dilupakan, tapi cinta sekarang tetap di hati..cheewwaahhh! Amira ke nih? hahaha...

seriously, aku memang takkan lupa my first love ever! sekarang dia sudah pun bahagia dengan teman barunya..I'm happy for you...first love yg aku maksudkan disini ialah lelaki pertama yg aku suka..bukan teman lelaki pertama okey! aku dengan die tak pernah kapel2 bagai....

dan sekarang....I'm patiently waiting for the right train to come...hopefully, the next train will come soon..! ;)

Stalker!

2010-11-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

Just finished reading analytical chemistry *baru abes bace 2 subtopik sbnrye* rehat sebentar sambil mendengar radio dan mengupdate belog! Hari nie, aku pergi pasar malam dengan cik roomate...sampai pukul 4.15 ptg..naik bas nak balik pukul 4.30 ptg...ade sape2 boley challenge kitorang? hahaha...;) bas lengang sebab makcik dan pakcik Indon belom habes syif kerja diorang..kalo tak mampos nak menyelit naik bas....

Aku bangga sbb kali nie aku xde insomnia..! Kalau diikutkan, setiap kali final, konfem tido tak tentu hala...tapi kali nie tidak....maybe sebab aku tak minum nescafe kot..ehh ye ke? tapi ape2 pun, saya bangga menjadi diri saya! hahaha..;D tapi kdg2 tu ade jugakla dah pukul 4 pagi pn mata boleh terbeliak lagi...padahal tak minum neskepe pun....kalo kes mcm tu selalunye sampai ke siang mata akan terbeliak..kalo tido pun setakat 10 minit jela...*lantakla..asal still boley tido!*

Aku ade seorang kawan, tapi die bukan seorang blogger...namun die seorang stalker blog yg tersangat berjaya mengalahkan aku...dah beratus blog die bace sampaikan die tak ingat die dah bace yg mane satu....die skang dah addicted dengan blog...tapi bila aku suro die buat blog, tak nak plak! kalo dulu aku yg addicted bace blog orang, skang nih ko dah berjangkit ngan aku...sekian terima kaseh! Owhh..namanye tidak boleh dinyatakan di sini kerana aku risau dia akan bertindak di luar jangkaan akal manusia...hahaha...=)

Story of 'The Princess'

2010-11-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

the baby is ME..! with my sister, Along

Sempena hari Sabtu yang 'warm' ini, saya nak share serba sedikit mengenai latar belakang saya...Saya dilahirkan pada 30 Januari 1990 (bukan 31 ye! org selalu silap...) so, sekarang ini saya sudah menjangkau usia 20 tahun. Saya dilahirkan di Hospital Besar Kuantan atau sekarang lebih dikenali sebagai Hospital Tengku Ampuan Afzan (HTAA), Pahang..pada jam 3.28 pagi, hari Selasa...semasa dilahirkan, saya berkedudukan songsang, maknanya, kaki saya keluar dulu...hihihi..(kalo normal kan kepala keluar dulu) nasebla saya tak lemas masa tuh!

Abah dan emak saya menamakan puteri kedua mereka ini dengan nama Nur Amira Bt Mahmud yang membawa maksud 'cahaya puteri'...kenapa Amira? Silalah tanya kepada Abah dan Emak saya sebab saya pun tak pernah tanye kenapa...;) Saya dibesarkan di Felda Bukit Kuantan sehingga umur saya 6 tahun dan kemudian kami sekeluarga berpindah ke Jerantut, Pahang sehinggalah sekarang...Saya mempunyai 6 orang adik-beradik (3 boys and 3 girls).

Okey, that's all about me...hahaha...sikit2 cukuplah..nak lebih2 pulek!

p/s: Aku tgh bosan sebenarnye! semalam berangan ade camera DSLR boleh capture gambar sana sini...bilakah akan jadi kenyataan? Itu yang kita tak tahu...;P

One more left

2010-11-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

Sila lihat gambar stroberri di atas, sangat menarik dan of course sangat sedap! nak sebatang boleh? hahaha..;)

I'd finished my Organic paper just now...I think I could do better than before...soalan tutorial keluar sebijik sejebon! memang tekun sangatlah tadi sampai tak sempat nak termenung macam selalu..hahaha..*kalo termenung tu maknenye xleh jawabla..* alhamdulillah..=)

p/s: Saya gemoks sangat skang nih!

Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow~~

2010-11-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

23rd November 2010

GTEE 1102 - English for Academic Purposes

11.30 am, Level 1 Examination Hall

p/s: Wish me luck people!

Aidiladha 2010

2010-11-18T01:31:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua...!

This year, I celebrated Aidiladha at my own house...yeaayy for that! because my mom got only one day leave and she has to go to school by tomorrow and my mom plus the whole school I think might want to scold the headmaster for that..hahaha...pity them..

Okey, tukar bahasa pulak!

Juadah untuk hari ini ialah juadah kegemaran aku, Nasi Kebuli a.k.a Nasi Ke Bawah Duli...mitos pasal makanan nie, konon-kononnya dulu ini adalah makanan diraja tapi sekarang semua orang boleh makan kalo dah tau resepi...basically, nasi kebuli ni mcm nasi berlaukkan ayam goreng ditambah pulak dengan acar dan sambal....cuma yg berbezanya, cara masakan ayam tu lain sket...dan yang paling pasti, sedap giler! nak cuba? marilah datang ke Taman Inderapura, Jerantut....hihihi..;)

Makanan sampingan ialah rendang ayam *cam biase* dengan lemang...and lagi satu favourite aku, cocktail buatan makcik daku! sedap okey...aku dah mintak resipi td, so besok akan dijalankan proses pembuatannya...dan besok jugak mak nak masak my all time favourite, nasi impit dan kuah kacang...hehehe...=)

But the most horrible part is, I gained some more weights! pipi dah tembam tahap tak hengat dah ni...benci betol keadaan ini!

p/s : Final dah nk start, bacenye tetap tak habes2 lagik! dua hari dah cuti study nih...

A week

2010-11-10T02:32:00.000+08:00

Aku sedang menunggu mak aku pulang dari dinner sekolah die kat Genti.ng High.land...jam sekarang menunjukkan 2.40 pagi...disebabkan mak tak bawak kunci rumah, so aku la kena jadi mak guard kejap...hehehe...

aku baru abes baca Organic part Dr. Azhar je...part Prof. Kam belom start lagi....stop kejap dengan organic, bace analisis pulak...sambil tgk drama kat tv..ngehehe...;P actually, I was the queen of the house for last two days because my mom wasn't home..mak pergi kursus dekat Kuala Lipis...tadi baru balik dah kena pergi dinner pulek...

tadi aku berblog-walking and bace satu blog nie...takdela selalu sangat follow blog die tapi entri die td menarik sangat! Die confess dekat perempuan yg die admire! how sweet! Aku cam berangan kalo orang yg aku admire ttbe confess kt aku...mau terkinja-kinja aku melompat...hahaha...but, I think it wont happen because as far as I know him, based on his story, errmmm...he is hard-hearted person kot...tp kdg2 die ni suwit jugekla...;) okey, enough!

semalam aku stress sekejap...tak tahula kenape...tapi lepas ber'msg' dengan Cik Fiza, better sket...thanks a lot Asymptote! eventho ko kat Johor, aku plak kt Pahang..tp ko ttp nk dgr citer aku..;)

p/s: mata dah ngantok tunggu mak balik nih, naseb mak call kate nak sampai dah...bangun 'awal' la esok nampaknyer..hihi..=)

Saya di rumah!

2010-11-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah..perjalanan aku dar KL ke Jerantut berjalan lancar...biasela aku kan, tak boleh nak jalan sengsorang..tp kugagahkan jua..kalo tak xdela sampai rumah skang nih..;) Disebabkan mak ngan abah baru balik dari family day kat Cam.eron High.lands, jadi peti ais di rumahku penuh dengan sayur-sayuran dan buah-buahan dr sana....mengamalkan hidup sihatla katakan..haha..*padahal aku tgh kunyah coklat!* TAPI yg paling penting, hari nie aku dok kunyah buah strawberry sampai habes sekotak...;) eventho masam sket, tp sedap!

Semalam, aku ade tanye seseorang pasal diri aku..*seseorang itu adalah wanita ye..* aku tanye die perangai aku ni mcm mane? so here are the answers:-

Die kate aku ni rajin tak rajin, malas tak malas..kire average la..kalo aku rajin, mmg tahap rajin gilerla..tp kalo aku dah start malas, tak dapek la nak tolong..hehe..=)
Aku nie ego - die bg contoh, kalo dalam bab2 cintan-cintun ni aku mmg ego thp gunung punye...die kate, eventho aku rindu org pn, aku snggup tahan dr nk start msg ke hape ke kan...(sbb aku tak penah bercinta la aku jd ego semacam..hehe..)
Yang ketiga paling best, die kate aku keras kepala - die kate kalo dlm projek, aku mmg boleh terima idea org laen, tp kalo aku rase idea aku lg better dr org tu, aku mmg berkeras dgn keputusan aku..die kate mcm leader la...(sumpah aku terkejut mase die ckp tu!)
Manja - bukan manja yg mengada-ngada, tp aku just tak boleh seorang, mmg dr dulu sampai sekarang..tp skang dh better sket kot...still boleh pergi kelas sorang2 tp itu mmg sgt jarang berlaku..hihihi..=)
Kureng ramah - yg nie aku mengaku, aku kalo org tak start dulu, mmg aku tak reti nk beramah mesra bagai...tp kalo org start dulu, insya-Allah aku jd ramah terlebey..=)

Owhh..itu sahaja buat masa ni perihal diri ku yg serba kekurangan ini...terima kaseh kepada wanita itu kerana sanggup di interview oleh aku..=)

p/s: Okeyh! nak tido nyenyak2..esok nk masak! ;)

I'm bored-to-death!

2010-10-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday and officially the study week has started but as for me, it takes time waiting for 'mr.handsome mood' to come...plus, I didn't send my Organic lab report and my resume YET! I'm going to settle it next Monday, hopefully...

and right now, I am super duper bored because I'm not doing anything except for eating and sitting in front my lappy for loooooonngggggg hours watching movies and facebook-ing of course...*sigh* but actually, I wanna go home so badly! ;(

Currently, my mood wasn't at the stable state..sometimes I feel like shouting on top of the hill....the nearest hill that I know is at the 'Akademi Pengajian Melayu'...hahaha...but people will say I'm crazy if suddenly I'm shouting there...there's only one way to solve my problem which I hope I could do it is deleting the memories....but I know it's totally hard...so just forget about solving it and just bare with it!

"Miera, Allah s.w.t hanya menguji hamba-hamba yang disayangi oleh-Nya...Allah s.w.t sayang ko, sbb die tau ko boleh bertahan.."

14th week

2010-10-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

they look yummeyh isn't they? I've been craving for cupcakes since my birthday last January BUT I don't have enough Ringgit Malaysia to buy it plus I don't really into cakes except for chocolate moist cake and cheese cake....but at least I want to have these cute little cupcakes for once....Owhh, maybe next time...maybe I'll have these cute cupcakes for my 21st birthday..hopefully I'll have extra Ringgit Malaysia to buy it...=)

Okay, enough about foods! Study week is coming and I need to study hard because I'm going to nail this semester..*ayat biase setiap kali final exam..* I'm going to spend my study week + my holidays at hoommeee! yeaayy for that! hopefully that big square thing in the living room wont distract me much...hahaha...=)

The last time I check my weight was before I'm going back to college which means about a week after Hari Raya..and last week, when I check my weight again, guess what? I've lost 5kg! yeayyy! But, as woman, the unstable hormones makes the foods love me so much...hahaha...everything seems to be delicious and tempting....Ohhh, discipline Miera!

The last time I watched movie at the cinema was 2 years ago...I'm not lying..it's true....and suddenly I feel like watching movie...with that 'person' but I know it won't come true....okey! at least I'll let it be one of my 'angan-angan Mat Jenin' right? ;)

I'm gonna miss my English lecturer, Pn. Sarojini!

Feels okay

2010-10-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

Aku ade test analysis esok, dan aku kena siapkan kerja english..*tebal giler!* Siang tadi ade organic lab test with Dr.Thorsten...byk salah..huhuhu...dan mula2 Dr.Thorsten kata nak lepaskan kitorang waktu tengah hari...sekali tengah hari die pukul 4.15 pm...jam negara mane ntah die guna...naseb baik aku cakap aku ade exam pukul 5, kalo tak die torture aku dengan soalan2 yg mcm2 padahal kepala aku dok tgh hafal s&t...hahaha..=) btw, alhamdulillah aku rase aku boleh jawab paper td...xdela blank semacam macam selalu...thank you Allah..=)

Mak terchenta baru call td...semalam aku suro mak aku doakan aku mandi untuk exam besok! hahaha..besela 4th, tetibe takde air...and thankfully, aku mandi jugak...*wajibla aku mandi kan, xkanla pegi kelas x mandi* cuma pagi td aku tak perlu menapak jauh2 nak pegi mandi...tak sabar pulak nak balik rumah!

Abah belikan aku gelang dan coklat dari Sabah! yeaayyy!

Cramped!

2010-10-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

Lab report Analytical Chemistry (exp 1,2,3,5, and 6) (next Monday)
Tutorial Organic chemistry (4 tutorial) (Next Monday)
Resume + surat for LI
History & philosophy of science EXAM! (next Wednesday)
Organic lab test (next Wednesday)

rase macam nak hilangkan diri sekarang jugak! tapi kerja takkan siap dengan sendirinya...so no point la kan...sedang cuba untuk fokus tp tak larat nak tengok calculations laa...so, rehat 5 minit! *5 minit je..hehe*

Dr.Thorsten, please let us out after we finish the test, I have an exam that evening! puhhleeasssee!

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I wanna go to Bro.ga Hi.ll...! please someone take me there...

Saya,Aku, dan sekarang

2010-10-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

Aku sekarang tak suke hari Rabu, sbb ade lab organik...dr malam sampai ke siang akan berdebar tak tentu pasal...plus baju mesti busuk giler bau chemical..benci!
Dekat fesbuk, aku suke offline chat, sbb tak suke tgk box tu tulis 'online'..hahaha..;)
Kalau dulu, aku boleh tido dgn earfon di telinga, tp sekarang tidak lg..tertanya2 aku..
Aku tak suke pakai cincin, tapi lebih prefer pakai gelang sbb rase rimas la ade something kt jari....
Aku sekarang dah berenti jd blog stalker, tapi kdg2 suke stalk blog orang yg ade camera...suke tgk edited pictures...
Sangat suke tgk gmbar kawen dkt fesbuk professional photographer...sweet sgt! ;)
tengah pikir mcm mane nk carik duit nak beli spek mata baru!
Dan aku sekarang tgh tunggu waktu Isyak masuk...;)

p/s: Even though I just can read u'r words, it's totally made my day...you should know bout dat..;)

It's time to change

2010-10-18T21:57:00.001+08:00

See! I've change my layout (again)..hehehe...but this time I choose light blue because it looks so calm and I hope I could feel the calmness every time I read my own blog...;)

Recently, I don't feel so good...dunno why...I just hate it when that feels come...Please Allah! let me be a strong woman like my mother....

okay, enough! I have new quote...

"The right train will come, as long as you're in the right platform"

-Tu,dung Eksp.ress,As.tro Pri.ma-

12th week

2010-10-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

It's the end of 12th week and I got 2 more weeks before I could say bubye to organic lab but unfortunately, on the 14th week, I'm going to sit for my first paper for final exam... cuak! satu ape pun takde lagi dalam kepala....;( but I'll do it slowly from now...xdela nanti jammed otak nak sumbat segala fakta....

Aku dah pilih tempat untuk buat LI...dua kat Pahang and satu kat Johor...hehehe..aku terpaksa pilih Johor sebab dah xde choice dalam Pahang, plus abah dah bagi green light nk buat LI luar Pahang, so aku pilihla tempat yang sama dgn Fiza...tp harap2 dapat dalam Pahang la..boleh lama sket kat rumah..hehe..=)

Currently, aku ade masalah dengan kulit muka which aku tak pernah alami sebelum ni...banyak sangat tumbuh jerawat! I just hate it so much! yeah..yeah, sebelum ni mmg pernah muka aku tumbuh jerawat, tp mmg tahap jarang giler dan sekarang kerap plak si jerawat ni muncul kt muka aku...rase macam nk rendam je muka kt dalam air suling seminggu..biar hilang sume jerawat! *jgn smpi aku curik tong air suling kt makmal kimia sudeyh!*

Owhh..hari ni 15 Oktober 2010.. birthday adik lelakiku yang nakal, Muhamad Aslam b. Mahmud..family aku pnggil die abg lam sbb die abg kepada Aniq..haha...HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY Abg Lam...Sila jgn menambah berat badan lg! hahaha..=)

Dan esok, 16th Oktober 2010, birthday adik lelakiku yg sengal...Muhamad Ammar b. Mahmud...HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY...sila jgn nak bajet hensem lg...haha...

p/s: hey I saw you that day, and surprisingly, you look chubby sampaikan tak cam mula-mula tgk...but you're still good looking...=)

Sibuk week

2010-10-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

Hooyeaahhh! my 'sibuk' week had already end....I got two presentation yesterday and all I can say, both went really well...alhamdulillah..;)

Owhh, last Sunday, I met my cousin, Nurin and her father, Ayah Ngah at KLCC...they were there for 'lawatan sekolah'..and since I never had a chance to visit the famous Petrosains before, Ayah Ngah bought a ticket for me! yeaahhh..! tapi aku kena masuk sekali la dengan budak2 darjah 6 tu kan...ahahha..tapi disebabkan Nurin sama tinggi dengan aku eventho die baru darjah 6, so takdela segan mane...hehehe..terasa muda seketika...;) After two hours in there, Fiza and me then had a picnic at the garden enjoying our K.F.C...tapi tak boleh ambik gambar sebab bateri handfon kitorang dah kong! *main twitter punye pasal*

Nurin Awatif and her Angah

See! she's at the same height w me..baru darjah 6

And last Wednesday, I got my 'unknown' for my Organic lab...it's a liquid unknown! need to do the annoying distillation process again...arghhh...!

Indus.trial tra.ining

2010-10-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

I just got back from industrial training talks..it's totally driving me crazeyh! And owhh btw, this is my first time updating blog using my phone..and no,i'm still using my old nokia 6300.. I just installed one application in my phone and I can acces the internet for free!

Dekat tapi jauh...

2010-09-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

I have tons of assignments to be done this week BUT I'm still want to write something in my not-so-beautiful blog...actually, I feel so down right now, really down until I can't really see how far it goes down..*nie dah merepek!* and the one and only solution is of course crying (bukan nanges terok sampai bengkak2 mata..nanges sikit2 je..)...haaiisshhh...crying is totally not me okeyh...orang selalu nampak aku sentiasa happy, tak pernah lekang dengan gelak..tapi sakitnya hanya aku je yg rase...Okeyh to make it short..

Tomorrow is Friday and let's wear purple baju kurung! hahaha..;)

sekian sahaja untuk malam ini ye...terima kaseh..=)

Wisdom teeth

2010-09-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

my wisdom teeth a.k.a gigi bongsuku dah tumbuh semalam! and as people said, it hurts so much! Aku pernah dengar orang cerita yg die sampai demam mase gigi bongsu die tumbuh tapi alhamdulillah aku takdela sampai demam...just rase pipi belah kiri macam kena tumbuk ngan orang jer...Dan semalam, posisi tido agak berlainan sebab gigi sakit tak hengat! and thank God pagi tadi dah okey sikit, kalo tak meranala aku buat eksperimen hari nie...huhuhu...

Owhh..last week, I finally bought my desired perfume...it's Wh.ite Mus.k from Bo.dy Sh.op....I just love the fragrance so much....dari sekolah menengah lagi teringin nak beli tapi sekarang baru tercapai hajat..huhu..=)

Aku rase privacy aku di fesbuk is approaching zero or in other words dah mmg xde privacy lagi dah...why? kalo dah dari abah & mak aku smpailah sepupu aku yg darjah 4 pun dah ade fesbuk...alamatnyer mmg kena sentiasa berhati-hatilah di fesbuk ye...kalo tak nanti kena soal jawab plak...hehe...

p/s: Wednesday is coming! hari tu jari dh kena phenol ngan ape ntah smpai berparut kat tangan..kali ni janganla kena pape lagi...burok sangat dh tgk tngan sendiri..=(

Aidilfitri '10

2010-09-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

Sedang mengunyah Gar.denia Bu.ttersc.otch..yummeeeyyhh! hahaha...it's Friday dan bagi aku hari Jumaat ialah hari untuk merehatkan diri...this week I've got two lab reports to be done plus I need to prepare myself for English presentation..mood raya? dah lame habes kot...tapi mood nak makan tu sentiasa ada..hahaha..=)

My raya wasn't bad at all....abah bakar lemang tahun nie sebab mak long nak makan lemang yg abah buat...disebabkan aku tidak begitu menggemari lemang, percaya atau tidak, aku hanya makan sepotong lemang sahaja sepanjang hari raya nie....untuk raya, aku just suka nasi impit dan kuah kacang...so disebabkan kat rumah mak long aku tak buat nasi impit, awal-awal lagi aku dah pesan kat mak ngah aku masak nasi impit...hihihi..and thanks mak ngah sbb masakkan nasi impit dan kuah kacang khas untuk Angah!

Duit raya? sangat sikit..! hahaha....okey, sapela nak bagi dekat aku yg dh besar panjang nie kan....yg penting still dapat duit raya...=) and sepanjang kat Penang, aku dapat makanan yg sudah lama diidamkan, laksa, mee kuah, dan char kuey tiaw.....puas betol rasenye...kat pahang mane dapt sume tuh...

Atas : the men in my life

Bawah : Coussies!

Waiting

2010-09-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

The early birds may get the worms but sometimes,

good things come to those who wait...

so i'm waiting... patiently...

Raya with KKBians!

2010-09-20T19:39:00.000+08:00

Jumaat lepas, kami (bekas pelajar mrsm kkb yg tinggal di pahang) telah membuat reunion untuk kali ketiganya...bertempat di Secret Re.cipes, Temerloh...disebabkan kami masih lagi dalam mood raya, so kami semua mengenakan baju kurung pada hari itu...dan aktiviti utama pada hari itu ialah bergambar sampai penat! hahaha...=)

I wish

2010-09-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

one of my desire...!

one day, I will have one....=)

It's leaving us

2010-09-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita, dan Syawal akan menjelma tidak lama lagi...aku dan family aku akan bertolak ke Penang pagi esok...such a long journey...tapi aku tak packing bag lagi..! seperti biasa, itulah perkara yang paling 'rajin' aku nak buat sebelum bertolak pergi mana-mana...arrghhh..! semua baju raya dah ready..hehe..semalam, bertungkus-lumus aku basuh semua baju raya...*basuh pakai tangan ye..* and sekarang tinggal nak kemas je...hadoii kenapala aku xleh bawak je almari pergi penang..haha...=)

To my dearest bestfriend, Fiza...hopefully you will read this, aku susun sepuluh jari-jariku yg runcing ini memohon seribu kemaafan di atas segala kesilapan aku kat ko, manela tahu aku tertampar, terlempang, ataupun tersepak...haha..tapi rasanya takdela sampai macam tu sekali kan?hihihi...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and jangan lupa bawak nasi goreng special ko mase balik nanti...love ya...=) Owhh btw, I've lost 3kg...!

Dan kepada semua yg kenal dengan aku yang serba kekurangan ini, bak kata mak aku, aku ni sombong sikit, tapi takdela sebenarnye, aku ingin mintak ampun andai aku pernah buat korang terasa hati...takde niat pun sebenarnye....Selamat Hari Raya semua...!

And to you, Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir & Batin...have a great hari raya....=)

Spek mata pecah!

2010-09-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

Sadis sungguh aku hari nie...mula-mula masa nak amik wuduk, tetiba nak jatuh plak spek mata aku...ingatkan tak jadi pape la sebab kanta die plastik and sebelum ni kalau jatuh pun xdela jadi pape...tapi bila aku tgk je, jeng3! sekali terpecah sikit kat bahagian bawah....mood dah jadi kurang elok tapi still ok lagi...masa nak semayang pulak, tengah pakai telekung, letak spek kat atas meja..sekali tangan terhayun dengan kelajuan yg melebihi had, JATUH lagi sekali...! kali nie, lagi sebelah plak ade pecah sket kat bahgian bawah...teros mood hilang! Nasebla still boleh pakai lagi kalo tak konfem aku pegi kelas macam tak pegi je...Mak nak spek baru..! kalo tak boleh, tukar kanta je pun okey...hehe..;)

Okey, mood skang kureng elok tapi nak jugak tulis entry...hari nie dah start lab organic..surprisingly,Dr. Thorsten is my lecturer...sebelum ni dengar dari coursemate yang die ni suke tanye macam2 dalam kelas la, ape la...mula-mula memangla cuak bagai nak mati, tapi bila dalam lab tadi, takdela die garang mane pun...siap boleh buat lawak lagi ngan aku tadi...*speaking english aku bergurau hari nih!* memangla die banyak tanye, tapi kalo kite tak dapat jawab, die la yg tolong bagi jawapan...hehe...

p/s: Hari nie, jumpa kawan die lagi! DIA bila plak aku nk jumpe? haaaiisshhh...~~~

New cousin!

2010-08-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

Nur Izzati Qaleesya bt Sukhairi

Welcome to the family baby girl..!

Raya nanti jangan balik cepat sangat tau, tunggu angah balik dari Penang ye..;)

Qalif and Qaleesya....cun dah nama korang berdua nih!

Girlfriends!

2010-08-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hari nie ade Buka Puasa Kimia 08/09 dekat Fla.ming Stea.mboat...tapi aku dengan Fiza tak join di atas sebab2 yang tidak dapat dielakkan...salah satu sebabnye, ermmm...malas kot...haha...tapi hari nie aku buka puase dekat satu tempat yg sangat best!...lain kali nak lepak lagila kat situ...hehehe...

To Nurul Hidayah Zahari and Nurul Umi Shuhaila Sahaimi, if you guys happen to read this entry, I MISS YOU GIRLS...! bilalah boleh berjumpa anda berdua ye? sudah bertahun lamanya

kita tidak berborak dan bergosip...to Dayah, tetibe aku rindu time kita lepak kt bilik floor atas sambil makan nasi goreng Cikgu Wan Azran sambil mengenang nasib diri...haha...aku ingat lagi, after last dinner masa Form 5, kita lepak kat dalam bilik kosong sebab esoknya aku balik awal2

pagi...tu last night kite sebagai student MRSM KKB...aku ingat lagi, ade satu petang Sabtu, kita kononya nak pergi study kat kelas, tapi last2 kita tido and Mirza siap kacau kita tido lagi...hahaha..seriously, rindu sangat kat ko Dayah...eventho ko kat UKM je, susah betol nak jumpa ko kan....kalaula aku ade kereta, dah lama aku pegi amik ko kat UKM tu...

Kepada roomate 5 tahunku, Umie...dulu ko selalu mendengar cerita aku...dah lame tak share citer ngan ko...dulu kalo aku pegi kelas ko mesti sebab nak usha 'dia' je...haha..terok betol kan?tapi skang 'dia' dah lama hilang dalam kamus hidup aku....rindu nak stay up dengan ko...tapi kalo pukul 1 je, konpem dua2 dah melentok..tapi selalunya akula yang berjaya bertahan lebih lama...haha...aku ingat ada satu petang kita dua tergedik2 plak nak buat air teh sebab nak

makan ngan biskut kering...and aku ingat lagi hari last aku nak balik tu, ko nanges mase hantar aku dekat kereta and mase tu air mata aku pun terburai sbb tgk ko nanges...aku dah tak heran abah aku yg tgk adegan air mata...sampai dalam kereta pun tak berhenti lagi kot...haha...dahla malam tu ko stay up semata-mata nak teman aku kemas barang sampai siap..sampai tersengguk-sengguk ko teman aku, tapi bila aku suro ko tido ko tak nak....last2 ko tertido jugak...haha...Owhh...aku rindu..!

Btw girls, kalau aku tak msg tu tak bermakna aku lupakan korang taw...sebab aku ni jarang sangat topup...sebab aku ni dahla takde pakwe, plus akula manusia paling malas nk taip msg....haha...handfon aku tu kalo berbunyi maknanya ade msg dr Mr.Celc.om la...besela die suro aku topup..kalo tak syarikat die rugi..haha...

In case kalo korang nak share citer ngan aku ke atau korang ader problem and you guys need someone to listen your stories or problems...just msg kt fesbuk je...aku sangat sudi menjadi listener dari jauh...lagi pun aku hari2 bukak fesbuk aku and kalo taip kt laptop aku rajin la....

Aku pun tak taw la nape malam ni aku sentimental plak...*pe kes aku nih?* tapi aku betol2 harap ade satu hari yang kita boleh berjumpa....

On my left- Umie

Gambar bawah - Dayah and me on our graduation day

More Quot.es

2010-08-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

You could always make me laugh,

You listened to my pain,

You turned my nights into sunshine

When my days had often been rain.

Sometimes, I think I'm insane....haha...don't get me wrong, it's just because I'm missing you so much and I never get a chance to meet you, but suddenly today I saw a friend of yours and it totally made my day....crazy huh? Orang dulu-dulu pernah berkata, "Kalau tak nampak tuan empunya diri, nampak bumbung rumah pun jadilah." but in my case, "Kalau tak nampak tuan empunya diri, nampak kawan tuan empunya diri pun jadilah..." hahaha...=)

Okey, enough about that, I just couldn't help it every time I think about it....*hello Miera, angau betol kau nih!* Next week, I'm gonna start my lab session...hopefully it will run smoothly...

P/s: This year, my family and I will celebrating Hari Raya in Penang...=)

15 Ramadhan

2010-08-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

me...terlebih excited!

Hari nie merupakan hari yang sangat best bagi aku....alhamdulillah...=)

Kelas SFS habis pukul 5.30 ptg...half an hour je kelas...

On the way balik, Kak Yanie dengan baik hatinya menumpangkan kami ke 4th...thanks a lot Kak Yanie....=)

Dari first Ramadhan lagi mengidam kuih pelita, hari nie ds bagi kuih pelita...rezeki...;)

And the best part is...*drum roll* after 7 torturing weeks....finally...=)

Facts about M.E

2010-08-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

currently, tengah addicted tengok rancangan memasak kt youtube....hahaha...kalau ade kat rumah nie, mesti ade satu dua resepi dah cuba nih...=)
love plain water so much! just can't live without it....cuma kadang-kadang tu nak jugak air berperisa...
setiap kali nak tido, kedudukan cermin mata aku mesti kt sebelah bantal...tapi kalo balik kampung, tido berjemaah ngan sepupu, aku just letak kt atas dahi...hahaha...kena sound ngan abah sekali, then bertaubat...hahaha...and setiap kali nk balik kg kena bawak bekas spek...benci!
teringin nak pakai contact lens, tapi mak Piqah ckp aku nmpk mcm doktor kalo pakai spek..so cancel la...haha..=)
chicken or fish? I choose both...hihihi...kata suka makan kan...
sangat tak sabar nk sumbatkan perut dengan nasi impit ngan kuah kacang....yang lain aku tak gemar sangat...rayaku tidak bermakna tanpa nasi impit dan kuah kacang...;)
kuih raya? biskut arab,kerepek bawang....errmmm...tu je kot...owhh...and ape2 biskut based on chocolates of course!
fruits? I love all kind of fruits EXCEPT FOR DURIAN! kepada penggemar durian, sila jangan maki saya..haha...
Saya seorang yg peramah jikalau anda mengenali saya dengan lebih dekat....jika tidak, saya mungkin seorang yg sombong kepada anda...
Saya jarang sakit...alhamdulillah..tapi kalo sekali saya sakit, lemah tak bermaya,muka ketat habis, mood confirm tidak elok and prefer baring sahaja.....and takkan makan ubat selagi orang tak suro...*saje je nk test kan, orang caring ke tak...haha...*
Sangat suka duduk rumah...tapi kdg2 tu, nak jugak keluar kan...jalan2,shopping...
kalo dah start suka satu lagu, akan dengar sampai hafal lirik, pastu bosan dah...haha..
Prefer listening rather than talking...so kepada bakal teman hidup saya di luar sana, anda haruslah seorang yang pandai bercakap...cehh, bajet je kan...haha..=) but sometimes, you have to be a good listener too....

p/s: Nak kuih tepung pelita!

Sweet TV commercial..=)

2010-08-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

Beginilah kehidupan....

2010-08-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hari nie ade dua test, pagi tadi test Analytical Chemistry...can do la kan...just aku tak hafal definition..so agak rugi dua soalan di situ tapi soalan kira2 tu insyaAllah boleh kot...hihihi...;) and petang tadi test English, bace and jawab...hahaha...semester nie kelas yg aku paling 'rajin' nk pegi ialah kelas English tapi naseb baik aku admire lecturer English ku *tp tetap rse malas nk pegi..rase je taw..hehe*...Pn Sarojini, you're so beautiful in your baju kurung today...;)

selesema aku masih belom pulih....dah macam orang menangis je mase wat test english tadi...aircond kuat sangat agaknye....mase test Analisis boleh plak batuk berjemaah ngan Fiza...haha..naseb duduk belakang sekali, takdela malu sangat...hahaha...suare dahla sengau-sengau seksi...hahaha...

Owhh...adik bongsuku dah belajar puase! tahniah ye Aniq busuk...haha...buka puase dah macam orang tak pernah minum air setahun, nasi tak usik pun...makin kedingla awak Aniq...and last week aku dah pegi beli baju raya dengan mummy dan daddy ku....tahun nie tema caca merba sebab mula2 abah nk kaler coklat, last2 minute boleh plak die pilih kaler light purple....so jadila yang lelaki light purple yang perempuan light brown+purple sket....bolehla dari takde...

Okeyh..nak pegi mandi..haha...tata~~

Quo.te

2010-08-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep,

have faith in your dreams,

and someday your rainbow will come smiling through,

no matter how your heart is grieving.

If you keep on believing,

the dreams that you wish will come true....=)

Fever

2010-08-16T21:02:00.001+08:00

Fever, fever please go away....

balik rumah, tetibe boleh demam pulekk...

balik kolej, tengok Fiza pn demam jugak..

hoii! kite nie demam rindu ke hape 3 hari x jumpe...

hahaha....=)

elok sangat, orang katil atas batuk,

orang katil bawah pun batuk..

dalam lecture hall, dua2 menggigil tak hengat...

sume orang tegur kitorang muka ketat..

dah kalo badan tak sehat, tak pasal nak senyum memanjang mcm org tak siuman....

dugaan puase....terimalah dgn redha...*cheewaah!*

1st Ramadhan

2010-08-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

Masih tak terlambat untuk aku ucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada seluruh umat Islam di seluruh dunia...especially to my family of course...Mak sila jangan masak sedap2 sampai Jumaat nie...haha...Owhh..I'm going back home this weekend...yeay! Tak sabar nak buli adikku Aniq..haha.."Aniq, beware...Angah is coming home this weekend!"

Okeyh gamba poyo! *peduli ape aku...haha*

p/s : Ohh..awak nampak sgt hensem dgn baju melayu! *eventho dlm gamba je...*

that's fact

2010-08-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

something that I really hate about myself is

when I was tension or depressed

and I can't expressed it or there's nobody to lend me their ears

all I can do is just crying..

BUT..!

knowing myself is a hard-hearted person

so, I just can't even cry at all..!

and it feels like there's a big stone on my head and I have to carry it every where I go...

arrgghhhh....!

p/s: tp kalo aku nanges tu, maknenye aku dah tak mampu nk bwk batu tu lg....dan pada masa tu aku akan rase leegaaa sgt!

it's Sunday

2010-08-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

i just finished ironing all my baju kurung...phheww!.berpeluh-peluh den mengiron...haha..tp the best part was aku pergi 'pinjam' iron board yg dh lame tersadai kt bilik iron tu...so senang sketla nk mengiron kan...drpd duduk lame2 baikla aku berdiri...kualiti iron pun lebih baik...wahh!.kualiti taw..xleh blah...haha....

semalam, aku stalker satu blog nih...the owner is a woman...she's 4 years older than me...aku terkejut giler bile wanita itu ade banyak persamaan dengan aku...not physically of course...tapi ape yg die rase, ape yg die tertanye-tanye dlm hidop die, ape yg die harapkan mostly sangat same dgn aku...teringin nak berkenalan dgn wanita ini sgt2 sbb mungkin aku akan dapat jawapan kepada segala persoalan yg bermain2 dalam fikiran aku ini..."hey sister, we've got the same situation here!"

Owhh..semalam aku main volleyball dekat Pusat Sukan...first time main kt sana...aku main untuk 4th la kan...and half game je aku main..hehe...mase main tu rindu betol waktu kt maktab dulu...='(

p/s: Along kate mak bagi beli baju kurung cotton tu..yeaayyy! Love you la Mak..=)

hey! it's sweet..=)

2010-08-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

this is my 222 posts and today I am so happy because a handsome Chinese guy gave me a sweet...! he just turn back at me and said "hey, nak gula-gula?" and I was like... "ermmm..boleh jugak..." he just so sweet okeyh! his name is Daren if I'm not mistaken and he's my English class representative...he's a third year student from Physics department....Owhh...I am so looking forward to meet you next week Daren...haha...=)

drama marathon

2010-08-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

today, I got class at 9 to 10 and another class at 5 to 6....the gap should be fill by standing in the laboratory doing experiment but as I said in my previous post, both my lab session are in second cycle....so instead of sleeping (again) I choose to sit in front of my sexy Mr. Compaq watching Gol n Gin.cu the series from the first episode until the last episode.....the reason why I really love this drama because of the friendship and love that showed in the drama....they were so close to each other....and I just love Faz.ura's character and the way she speaks English....how I wish I could be so fluent and confident like her! and I wanna boyfriend like Reza...=)

Owhh...congratulations to all faculty of science graduans! especially to all my seniors..... i was sooooo envy looking at them wearing the 'jubah' walking here and there with their big smile on their face ....another one more year Miera! You can do it..!

p/s: I have English class tomorrow and the mode have to be turn on from now!hehe...=)

Love letter

2010-08-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

to the person whom i admire so much,

i don't know why should i have this feeling for you....it came naturally and i didn't realize about it until i met you one night...we were gossiping,laughing, and the most important thing that i remember up till now was the way you looked at me....i felt something every time you stared at my eyes...and from that moment, i felt that you're my other half....

even though we are hardly to see each other everyday, but as for me, as long as the picture of yours is permanently stuck in my head, you're the person I remember each seconds of the day after my family....

sometimes, you are like my bodyguard...because i felt safe when i'm with you....and it's really true...you love to tell me stories and i really love to be your listener....how i wish i could be your listener for the rest of your life....

i know i'm not a beautiful and perfect woman for you, but to tell the truth, i wish i could be somebody in your life because you're the vvip of my heart and i don't think anyone else can replace it....

hey Mister! I miss you so much.....

current addiction

2010-07-31T23:12:00.001+08:00

Is it you - Cassie

I'm looking for a lover not a friend

Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to

I'm looking for someone who won't pretend

Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,

Someone who can keep me real and who knows always

Baby I like to have you in my way

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,

Wants to share, shows he cares

Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)

Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains

Someone who I can cry with trough the night

Someone who I can trust who's hardest right

And I'm looking for someone

Take for grant

How much I care (How much I care)

And appreciates that I'm there

Someone who listens

And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

it's 3rd week

2010-07-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

VVIP's for malam kesenian MKB...*Oohhh I looked fat!*

it's the 3rd week of this semester and i haven't start my lab session yet as i took both my lab session for Analytical Chemistry and Organic Chemistry in 2nd cycle..*untuk mengelakkan diri dari buat eksperimen time bulan pose ye!*

just now i received two MMS from my Abah..he sent me pictures of new dining table that he bought...and I bet my sister and my brother received the same mms...hehehe....semangat betol Abah hantar mms kan....tahun nie bukak pose kat meja makan baru la...haha...=)

p/s: it's truly hurts!

mimpi

2010-07-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

semalam,

ak mimpi ade seekor ular tengah merenung aku....

bak kate org tua-tua, kalo kite mimpi ade ular kejar kite maknenye ade org nk masuk meminang..

nih kalo ular tenung kite maknenye ade org ngah admire kite la yek...

hahaha...yela sangat kan...

2010-07-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

"Thinking of you is easy, I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away."

A day with them

2010-07-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

hari nie, seperti ape yg telah dirancangkan beberapa hari lalu bersama Fiza, kami pun pergila ke rumah sewa Kak Wana dan Kak Ira....rumah sewa diorang terletak di Bukit Angkasa....dalam pukul 10 lebih kitorang bertolak dari kolej....sebenarnye xde tujuan ape2 pun..just saje nak lepak2 ngan diorang plus nak rase masakan kedua-dua kakak ini...hehe..;)

hari nie diorang masak asam pedas ikan ngan kailan ikan masin utk adik2 junior cun diorang nih..hehe....sangat sedap okeyh!terima kaseh kakak-kakak...=)

btw, aktiviti utama hari ni ialah bergosip! hahaha...menonton citer 3 idi.ots yg superb giler...and karok sebentar bersama artis 4th, Kak Wana..hihihi...;)

Dinner 08/09

dearest Kak Ira and Kak Wana =)

p/s: habis sumer rahsia terbongkar hari nih!